Too Good At Goodbyes

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You must think that I'm stupid
You must think that I'm a fool
You must think that I'm new to this
But I have seen this all before

Regina sat at the kitchen table, Emma's phone in front of her. She re-read the messages over and over as the tears poured from her eyes slowly. She had, had her doubts before but now that she had the proof, it had truely broken her heart. She felt sick. She had been up all night, reading the messages.

She heard Emma walk down the stairs, this was it.

Emma walked into the kitchen concerned.

"Regina, what's wrong? You weren't next to me when I woke up."

Emma's eyes landed on her own phone, her heart dropped at what Regina had seen.

"Babe."

"No." Regina cut her off angrily. "Sit down and listen."

I'm never gonna let you close to me
Even though you mean the most to me
'Cause every time I open up, it hurts
So I'm never gonna get too close to you
Even when I mean the most to you
In case you go and leave me in the dirt

"We're done. You hear me? Stay away. Pack your things and get in your car and leave this town. This isn't the first time you've cheated. We were young when you first did this. I was stupid to take you back and forgive you. I am now older and wiser and I am not giving you another chance. I have cut people out of my life before because they have hurt me, but you? You, have destroyed me."

"Regina I-"

"I'M NOT FINISHED!" Regina yelled slamming her hands on the table causing Emma to flinch. "I have had my doubts for a while, I've seen the looks you two haven given eachother. You sneaking off at random hours. I've known for a while but I thought maybe I was over thinking things. That's why I pushed you away and was distant sometimes because I began to over think but I wasn't. I was avoiding the truth."

"I love you, you know you mean the most to me. She was nothing."

"That's bullshit and you know it."

But every time you hurt me, the less that I cry
And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry
And every time you walk out, the less I love you
Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad but it's true

"This isn't the first time you've hurt me Emma, but thank you because it has made me a stronger person. It hurts me less, I'm crying now because I'm disapointed mostly. Betrayed. Everytime you walked out that door, when I knew you were going to see her I began to love you less and less. Now I don't love you at all. We will never be together again and I will never forgive you."

Emma reached over to grab Regina's hands but she quickly pulled them away.

"Get your things and go."

Emma shook her head and buried her head in her hands.

"Regina come on, can't we talk about this?"

"Time for talking is over. You've had the entire time of your affair to talk and tell me the truth but you didn't. You continued to cheat and lie. Leave."

"But I love you." Emma said angrily as tears began to fall from her eyes.

"If you loved me, you never would have cheated."

"Regina please..It's just...Ever since you miscarried I-"

"DON'T YOU DARE BLAME THIS ON ME AND OUR CHILD! I KNOW YOU WERE FUCKING HER WHILST I WAS SUFFERING. I KNOW YOU WERE WITH HER AS I HELD OUR CHILD AND SAID GOODBYE. I PROMISED HIM THAT WE WOULD ALWAYS LOVE HIM BUT YOU CLEARLY DIDN'T LOVE HIM OR ME ENOUGH TO STAY FAITHFUL. YOU WERE CHEATING LONG BEFORE HE PASSED AWAY SO DO NOT BLAME HIM!"

Emma sighed and dragged her hand down her face.

"I'm sorry."

"Go to Hell."

Emma nodded her head. "I deserved that."

"Just get out."

Emma stood up slowly from the table, resting her hands on the back of the dining chair. "I love you Regina, I will get you back."

I'm way too good at goodbyes

"Don't bother. I don't love you and I never will. As I said, get your things. Get in your car and leave this town. We're done. Goodbye Ms Swan."

A/N: A little late, a little rushed. My apologies! For you EvilRegal10lp ! (Also, had to unfollow you then follow you again because it wouldn't let me search your name and it stopped showing who I follow after a few 😂😂)

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