Love Is Love

We push away what we can never understand...

Stacy's POV:
I awoke to a bright light and my one true love beside my bed. It was way too bright, all I could see was white everywhere I looked, well, apart from the people of course, but it seemed blinding almost. I smiled when I saw him looking up, it was as if he were praying or something, why was he praying? I interrupted him out of his faze before he could continue.
"Hi honey."
He quietly looked up, his face a mask of confusion. I love him. I've loved him since the beginning and will until I die. He's always so calm and collected and knows exactly how to deal with everything. He's so smart. I could listen to his poetry all day long. The talent in his way with words is so emotional and heart-wrenching, you can't help but feel a tear drop down your cheek. I watched as the man studied my face, as if it were a past memory which he was trying to remember. The brightness of the room seemed to dim when I looked at the man, creating an angelic haze around him.
"Babe, where am I?"
I started to take in my surroundings; it all seemed incredibly blurry and way too bright. There was a window on the far left emanating light into the room from the harsh sun rays, he looked immune to it however and unfazed by the beam. Instead he just kept looking into my eyes, as if I were surreal. After a while he spoke up slowly, trying to make each syllable as clear as possible.
"I-I'm not your boyfriend Stacy."
It felt like a stab to the heart. Tears threatened at the corners of my eyes but I held them in.
"A-Are you breaking up with me?"
He can't do this, not after all we've been through. Yes his face was a little blurry but I know him. I couldn't mistake a face that handsome in a million years. I let the tears fall down my cheeks. It can't all be over, I can't lose who I love and not know where I am at the same time. I looked back at his eyes to see him panicking, looking as if he were at war with his mind. I wanted to hug him and say it all was okay yet the emotional whirlwind I was spinning in held me back.
"What? No b-babe I was just daydreaming."
I love him so much. He always has his head in the clouds. The brightness finally cleared and I saw who I've been talking to this whole time and smiled. I knew it.
"I love you Lin."
He tried to hide his shock at me using his real name. What can you expect? I don't go around telling strangers that I love them, but, do I love Lin? I watched him as he lay with his head in his hands thinking I was asleep. Do I love this man? Does he love me back or was he faking it? Does he think it's the medicine talking? I love him. But it will ruin his career. Wait did I just admit to it?

I love Lin-Manuel Miranda.

AN: SO REQUITED!!!!!!! How was your day guys? I don't really know what to do for the next chapter but I'll come up with something don't you worry! VERY SHORT CHAPTER but I might update with a super long one later today to make up for it. Hope you liked it and see ya in the next chapter!!!