Amyplier

Chapter Eighteen.

Amy's Point of View:

     After Mark told Ethan he would take me home he did exactly that. I was still unsure on why Ethan couldn't have just driven me considering he drove me to the office but I decide to keep quiet as the car is silent besides the light music playing. Mark rubs his thumb up and down my hand the whole way like normal. The smile on his face hasn't gone away since we all agreed to move in together. I just hope I'm not jumping the gun too much on my decision. We pull up to the parking garage and he parks in visitors parking. After turning the car off and grabbing the keys he runs over to my side and opens my door for me. "I feel like we're on a date" I smile at him and begin to walk and I here the car lock behind me. The walk from the parking to my apartment isn't far so we quickly approach the doorstep. "Why did you want to drive me home?" I ask him unlocking the door and opening it. "I wanted to do this" He opens the door all the way before pressing me to the wall and kissing me hard. I'm taken by surprise and stand there for a second not doing anything. "Sorry" He steps back and itches the back of his neck. His face begins to turn a light crimson and I'm not sure what to do. "Just took me by surprise, Thats all" I lock the door and head to my room before going in my bathroom and taking my makeup off. "Do you want me to leave?" He leans against the bathroom doorframe and looks to the floor. "Thats up to you" I shrug my shoulders tossing my makeup wipe in the trash bin before brushing my teeth. He walks out of my bathroom and I come out shortly after to see him sitting on the edge of my bed. "What do you want me to do?" He ask looking at me as I pick pajamas. "Thats up to you" My voice has no emotion behind it and I walk back into my bathroom to change. 

     The rest of the night the apartment is quiet. I know Mark is still here and that he's in the living room but we haven't acknowledged each other ever since I was short with him. Both of us are afraid of making too much noise so I lay in bed and scroll through twitter for a bit before hearing a light knock against my doorframe. "Ames?" I sit up and turn my lamp on before making eye contact with him "Can you tell me whats up?" He comes over and sits on the side of my bed but keeping his distance. I shrug my shoulders and look at the blankets spread across my lap. "Amy please?" He sounds desperate for a response and I finally look up at him. "I'm sorry" The only two words I was bale to get out "I don't know whats wrong with me" I say and rest my elbows on my knees and let my head fall in my hands. I feel the weight of the bed shift and Mark comes over and sits beside me, Rubbing my back. "I guess I'm scared" I look up at him again and he holds my hand tight. "What are you afraid of?" His eyes are big and he looks scared of my answer. "I dont know, Moving in with all of us together" I say and look back to my lap "It's stupid. I'm sorry I made you sit here for that wimpy response. I laugh and Mark doesn't say anything for a few seconds but takes me in his arms for a hug. He holds me tight to him and I breath in his scent. I swear I could get drunk off his aroma. "I promise everything will turn out" He rubs his arm up and down my back "You don't have to move with us if you don't want. You can have your own room and bathroom. I won't make you share with me or anything" He sounds so hopeful still trying to encourage me to move with him. I still want to but I can't help but to think of something going wrong. Some thing always seems to go wrong. "I still want to move" I say and feel him smile against my neck. I smile too and bury my head more into his neck. I know that when I'm with Mark I'm safe, Now I just hope things will turn out. "Put some pajamas on and lets go to bed" I say and he pulls away and hops out of my bed. He opens my closet door and gets a pair of pajama pants and a tee shirt he left over here out and goes to the bathroom to put them on. I turn over and turn my lamp off before laying down on my pillow. The only source of light in the room is the street lamp at the end of the alley outside my bedroom window. I hear the bathroom door open and Mark step out, He leaves the bathroom light on and the door cracked. "Which side are you on?" He asks and I hear him plop his clothes on the ground beside my door. "The same side I was on when you left" I whisper and hear his heavy footsteps pad across the floor. He gets in bed with me and I cuddle up closer to him. Once he's situated I look up at him and the light reflecting off parts of his face. His eyes are closed but I know he's not asleep. I move my face closer to his and feel his hand go to the small of my back holding me closer to him. I connect our lips slowly at first but once his fingers are under the hem of my top the kiss quickly begins to get more heated. One of his hands is on the small of my back while the other is holding my cheek. Both of my hands are on either side of his face. He pulls me up on him so I'm straddling his waist and I begin to place light kisses up and down his neck teasingly. I hear light moans escape his lips before kissing him hard on the lips once more than going back to my spot on the bed. "An apology for earlier" I turn over to press my back against him. He lets out a loud sigh and kisses the back of my neck. "You know how to make things difficult for me" I feel his smile against the back of my neck so I know he's messing around. "You mean I make things hard for you?" I say and feel his smile grow before he lightly pinches my waist. "Haha funny" He goes back to putting his arm around me and I laugh a little. "I love you" I whisper knowing he's trying to fall asleep. "I love you too" He smile a little and I few seconds later light snore are escaping his now swollen lips.

And I forgot to update again. Oops? I think I'm going to make an updating schedule so I can try my hardest to follow it and you guys won't be lost when I don't update. That will probably be put in a Parks note next chapter. Finals week is the week after next so good vibes are encouraged. I hope you enjoyed this read.                                                                                           xxParks