Amyplier

Chapter Seventy Six.

Amy's Point of View:

     "Amy" I feel my back being poked, I squirm in annoyance "Amy wake up" I stretch out a little before turning over and opening my eyes to look at the annoying poker. After rising up on my elbow slightly I stare "What could you possibly want" I watch as Marks eyes pop open a little bit. He takes a step back "Ethan just got home" He gives me a soft smile "I figured you would want to see him" I can hear the hurt in voice as he talks to me. Feeling bad I pat own the top of my duvet telling him to sit "I'm sorry for snapping" I smile weakly "I just really really don't feel well and being woken up is not what I had planned for this morning" I half laugh before slowly lowering back down to my bed. I feel Marks hand on my cheek lightly "I get it" He rubs his thumb across my cheek before leaning down and kissing my forehead "Tell me if you need anything" I open my eyes and see him smile at me before walking out of my room, Leaving me to my rest.

     Sleeping all day isn't as lovely and amazing as some may think. I feel like shit and don't want to get out of bed but all the while I feel lazy just laying here. Wiping my hands over my face, I slowly rise and swing my legs over the side of my bed. Moving slowly helps to not make me feel as sick so quickly. I slowly walk to my closet, Getting a new comfy outfit out before closing the door and walking out to the hallway "Hey Ames" I look over to my side and see Ethan walking closer to me. I close the hall closet door, Putting the towel under my arm "Hey Ethan" I turn to face him and give a shy smile "How was your trip?" I ask nicely. I see him make a face, Making me laugh "My family under the same roof was interesting but pretty fun too" He smiles again "I had fun" He looks to me "How was yours?" His face turns to interest. I look at him questionably "It was fine" I drawl out, Careful at what I say "I got sick at the end but other than that it was nice" I smile trying to get rid of the look on his face "I'm going to go shower" I walk past him and into the bathroom, Closing the bathroom door and locking it behind me before taking a deep breath as I try to get the anxiety to wash away.

     I've come to terms that feeling like shit is just going to be an all day type thing. My sickness' usually only last three days at most so if my body decides to stick to its usual sick routine, Today is going to be the last day of feeling like shit. I slide my t shirt over my head and walk over to hang my towel on my doorknob. Turning around, I take a look over my bedroom looking at the mess it has become from not picking it up before the trip and doing nothing all day besides laying in bed. I walk over to my bed and throw all the pillows on the ground and pull the duvet to the top, Messily beginning to make it before hearing a knock on my door. I turn to look and see Eve walking into my room before closing my door behind her "Hello" She smiles "What are you up to?"She walks across my room and sits at my office chair. "Hello" I smile at her before continuing to make my bed, Putting the pillows back in order "I've done nothing all day" I laugh before setting on the edge of my bed to face her "I've felt sick for three days now" I smile and she walks over to set beside me on my bed. I hear her sigh before looking up "Still feeling that way huh?" She gives a soft smile "I wanted to talk to you about that actually" Her face falls but she quickly tried to make me feel better with a different expression. I look at her confused, For many reasons, One of them being her not so comforting facial expression. "Eve" I look at her confused "I'm just sick, It'll go away soon enough" I run my hands through the ends of my hair and try to keep the smile on my face. "But how you're sick" She takes my hand in hers and rubs her thumb over "It almost reminds me of how I was sick when I first got pregnant" She finishes, Her voice soft and trying to be comforting. My head pops up and looks to her "You're not implying.." My voice trails off when I see her expression, Hidden worry. 

     After Eve talking to me I didn't know what to do. I refused to take a test because I refuse to think I'm pregnant. So many emotions were stirred up inside of me when those words left her lips, I didn't know how to handle it so I did what I always tend to do whenever I don't know how to handle my emotions. After yelling at Eve and not listening to her she left, She wasn't angry but left to leave me with my thoughts and told me that whenever I was able to talk more about it she would talk. I still don't know what to do, All I know is that I need to keep this to myself and not share the assumption with anyone. After not being able to be in the house anymore I snuck past everyone and drove myself down to the beach, Laying a towel out and listening to the waves come in before sinking into the sand and some of the water going back out into sea. The beach is empty today, Not more than one or two people walking up and down along where the water comes in. I don't know what to do or how to handle myself.

     "Amy" I hear Mark yell as I walk back into the door "Where have you been all day?" He walks up to me and puts a hand on my shoulder as he tries to find my eyes that I'm purposely not connecting with his. I study the wooden floor below me and my sandals on my pale feet "The beach" I mumble under my breath "I'm going to go to bed" I move from his arm and look up, Seeing Kathryn and Ethan behind him in the kitchen listening over. As I begin to walk up the stairs I hear Mark sigh "I love you" I hear him say. I nod before continuing to walk up the stairs, Still feeling the mess of emotion. 

     Another night of non existent sleep is going to be added to the books tonight. I still don't know how to handle the emotions I'm feeling and I figured sleep would ease that but because sleep isn't happening, The emotions get stronger. Eventually, I look up at the ceiling as I slowly feel the tears one down my cheeks, Not because I'm sad but overwhelmed with emotion. I see the light from the hallway shine up on my ceiling before rising up and letting the tears come down faster "Amy" Marks voice trails off when he sees me. I don't reply but look to the duvet trying to quiet the crying when I see him walking across my floor "Can you tell me whats wrong?" He pushes when he sets on the edge of my bed. I shake my head before feeling him hold me in his arms, Letting the tears fall as they want.

Ok, So, Today I went back to school for half of a day because I had tech training, Pictures, and also didn't have a locker for awhile but thats sorted out now. I met all of my teachers and got my parking pass and blah blah blah you don't care. There wasn't really a point to telling you that exempt for me making excuses for myself. Its not over, I still have more on why the chapters late. I went shopping with one of my best friends and then I came back home and SAW THAT I WENT FROM 10K TO 11K IN LITERALLY THREE DAYS! I have no one else to thank exempt for you lovely people who read my nonsense and vote even when I don't think it deserves one. I can't thank you for all you have done! I hope you enjoyed this read.                                                                      xxParks