Amyplier

Chapter Eighty Seven.

Amy's Point of View:

     The first morning in a while that I am able to wake up without emergency or by one of my many roommates. For once I'm grateful for the  natural light shining brightly though my window creeping  into my eyes. I raise my hand up and cover my face, Squinting at the brightness before flipping to my other side and cuddling myself back into Mark "It's too early for this shit" I groan into his chest. A laugh and then his hand begins to run its way up and down my back "It's 9.30, Ames" He laughs as I look up at him. My hair sprawled in my face and I'm sure some drool dried to my chin "Why are you awake" I groan "I usually wake you up" I plop my head back against the pillow and and feel his hands make their way up to my hair. "I was actually making an appointment for you and mini babe" He breaths, Already knowing what my reaction is going to be. I raise my head up and look into his deep hazel eyes "You know I didn't want to see a doctor" My voice is flat, Cracking somewhat at the end "Why did you do that" I don't break contact. He breaths again "It's best for you and our baby" His hands find their way up to my hair again "To make sure you two are safe and healthy" He gives me a weak smile but continues being cautious as he talks. My facial expression doesn't change as I continue to stare "I know my own body and my own baby" I breath, Feeling my over dramatic emotion begin to make its way through me "Go back to your room" I say as I set up. I watch his confusion appear to his face before scooting closer and putting an arm around me "Amy, It's for the best" He squeezes my shoulder. Moving away from him I begin to study the creases in my sheets "Yes" I say flatly "And the best decision you could make right now is to leave my bedroom" I breath, A tear falling out of the corner of my eye and his shoulder disappearing from my body. I put a hand to my stomach and let my emotions take control of me, Tears quickly begin to land on me and the sheets below. Not until I hear my door close loudly do I realize the situation, Making it all come down faster and harder.

     "Ames?" Three knocks to my door catches m attention "May I come in?" My door cracks but no one appears through. I set my bag on my newly made bed "Sure" I say, Facing my bed once again and stuffing chargers in it. Looking back to the door I watch as Ethan walks through and closes it behind him "You have not eaten today and I was wondering if something was wrong" I watch as he leans his back against my door, Holding his hands behind him. Sucking in my bottom lip I turn to face him again "I'm great" I raise my eyebrows before looking to the ground and then back to him. His eyes go from me to my packed bag and then back over to me, Making me pat it "Oh this" My voice cracks "I'm just going to stay with a friend" I give a convincing smile which I know isn't convincing enough. He nods his head, Still looking concerned "OK" He breaths slowly, So I can hear him " Please just tell me if you need anything" He says, Popping his eyebrows and turning on his heel to leave.

     Ive made this walk many of time before. These concrete stairs and I have became one and one, The shady brown walls listening to all of my thoughts as I make this journey. My bag is gripping onto my shoulder uncomfortably but I chose to ignore it. I reach the platform and put a hand up to the wall, Breathing heavily as I do so. My fist comes close to contact with the door before I really think about what I'm doing. Am I being over dramatic? Is Mark ok? Mark doesn't know where I am. My hand retracts from the door as these thoughts begin to consume me. I'm pregnant with Marks child. He doesn't know where I went. No one knows where I went. All the more reason for bing here I guess, I need a break. I bring my fist back up and knock on the door before letting my arm fall loosely besides me. I begin to fill embarrassed as I do this. Eve already has to deal with a toddler, She doesn't want me. Tears fill my eyes as I pick my bag back up and turn to walk back down the stairs but before I'm able to make that first step the door clicks open, My eyes quickly being met with Eve's.

     I can't be thankful enough for Eve's friendship. She welcomed me into her home openly, Blair sleeping soundly in the bassinet in the living room. Tyler gave me a big hug, Not caring how wet his shirt got. The only one who knows is Eve, Tyler still has no idea and thats a good thing because if he did it would get to Mark somehow. I fold my legs up in the seat and set my bag on the floor, Using the back of my hand to dry my wet face "I can't thank you guys enough" I quietly choke. I look up to see Tyler's arms wrapped tightly around Eve, his head being held on her shoulder "Any time sweets" Eve smiled "Wouldn't want you to be too stressed out"  She winks at me then smiles, Making me smile. I choke out more tears and wipe them away once more "You're practically family" Tyler says, A small smile appearing "Make yourself at home" He still smiles. I set up and let my legs fall below me "Actually" I say "I think I'm going to shower" I stand and pick up my bag off the floor and begin to release some of this stress with hot water.

I feel asleep at 6 o'clock thursday so I didn't post and i'm actually falling asleep now as i type this. I decided that now that school has began again and I'm uber busy I may change my update schedule. It wouldn't be huge but I wouldn't post everyday like I do now. How do you loves feel about that? Anyways, I'm going to go talk to boy until one of us falls asleep. I hope you enjoyed this read. xxParks