Chapter Forty Seven.

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Amy's Point of View:

     "Amy!" A loud whisper comes from beside me, Waking me up. "Amy" I hear my name again and crinkle my eyes and nose before nuzzling my head into the pillow. "What?" I ask, Dragging it out. "You slept all day" I open my eyes against the sheets before raising my head and making eye contact with Mark. "No I didn't" I sit up and rub my eyes, Seeing Mark stand up beside my bed. I look over to my alarm clock and it reads 7.05. Wow, I really did sleep all day.  "Why didn't you wake me up?" I follow his movements as he sits on the edge of my bed. "I was filming" He pats my leg and looks around the room "You're not going to be able to sleep at all tonight" He looks back at me and stifles a laugh. "Fuck" I bring my hands to my eyes "I know" I plop them back down to the bed heavily. "Well" He gives a heavy pat to my leg once again and stands on his feet "I better get to editing" He turns on his heels to walk out of my room and I sit confused. "What thats it" I turn and hang my legs off the edge of my bed "You're going to wake me up and then leave to edit?" He turns back around with a confused look to his face and I wonder if I'm being overdramatic. "Um yes" His confused look slides measly off his face and is replaced with a look that makes me feel stupid. "Cant you wait until tomorrow?" I raise a hand a press my other hand hard into the mattress, The familiar burn raising in my chest as I see him almost out of the room "We haven't seen each other all day" I lower my hand and press it into the mattress also. "I really have to edit, Amy" He turns completely around to face me and raise his voice slightly "Why can't you understand that" He raises his hands and the burn is suddenly in my throat. "I don't understand that?!" I raise my voice to keep it level with his "It's not like we've almost been dating for a year now and I have to hear about daily internet shit" I put my hands in the back pockets of my pajama pants just to make sure they have a place that doesn't come in contact with skin. "Ok well I'm going to leave you here and go edit and learn more about my internet shit" I can see his face turning red as he turns on his heels and heavy footsteps to the door. "Fine!" I yell right as his hand comes in contact with the nob. "Fine!" He repeats and slams the door behind him. 

     Mark was right. I wasn't able to get any shut eye tonight. I toss and turn in my bed, Trying to fill the empty place in my bed and getting frustrated when unable to. I finally decide to lay on my back and stare at the ceiling until I either somehow fall asleep or until the sun decided to rise. I'm sure Kathryn and Ethan heard our little argument earlier, The thought of them hearing makes the tops of my ears heat up slightly. I know now I was being dramatic. I shouldn't have yelled and told him to stay with me rather than do what he loves and what he uses to pay his half of the bills. I put my hands over my face and try to hide myself from the world, Waiting for the sun to rise when I realize sleep is useless. 

     A light knocking wakes me from my light sleep. I raise on my elbow and wait for the door to open, Last time I did this I was in Ethan's room and Mark and I were in a fight. Hm, Sounds very familiar. My eyes try to close themselves when making contact with the bright sunlight as I wait for someone to enter my room. "Come in?" I sit all the way up confused on why they didn't just walk in in the first place. "Sorry" My door opens "I was taught never to just walk into a ladies room unannounced" Ethan closes the door behind him and him and a plate of food over to my bed. "Whoever taught you that was very smart" I look up at him and force a smile. "I heard" He says, Sounding like he's holding his breath "I figured you didn't want to go down to breakfast and I knew if you didn't eat there you weren't going to eat at all so I thought this may help" He sets a plate of eggs and toast in my lap. "You really didn't need to do this Ethan" I raise my head to look up at him "But thank you anyways" I pick up a slice of the toast and take a bite. "What happened Ames?" He sets beside my legs on the edge of my bed "You two were doing so well" He looks at me with sympathy, Something I've hated people doing since I can remember. "Me and my dramatic self wanted him to stay with me and got annoyed when he told me he had to edit" I put the piece of toast back on my plate and pick up an old water bottle on my nightstand. "That's what that yelling was for?" He stifles a laugh and I roll my eyes at him over the water bottle. "I know" I screw the cap back on "Stupid". "Not stupid" I look up at him funny "You're entitled to want things in a relationship but you both have to give and take to make it work" He smiles at me and looks proud of his little speech. "Thank you therapist, Ethan" I laugh, Causing him to do the same "I'll be sure to talk to him after breakfast but for now may I please enjoy my eggs and toast in peace" I smile at him as he stands. "Of course" He walks out of my room just like that, Leaving me with my eggs and toast. 

     Ive been here before. My knuckles laying lightly against the wooden door, Too worried to knock and trying to build up the courage. After a minute or two of resting my knuckles I lay my head against the door frame and silently count to three. Each number I take a breath, Building up the words I need to say in the back of my mind. By the time I get to three I hardly hesitate to knock on the door, Almost feeling silly for waiting. "Come in" I hear the light yet raspy voice held behind the door. I take another deep breath and twist the cold nob in my hands and walk into his room. "Hey" I smile lightly, stepping in and closing the door behind me. "Hey" He spins around in his office chair to face me just as I plop on his bed. "So" I stretch my arms out in front of me before retracting them back in and setting them into the mattress "I was stupid" I stifle a laugh and look him in the yes. "I was stupid too" He crosses his arms over his chest "We both had a moment of stupid" He laughs making me smile. I stand and walk over to his desk, Meeting him in a hug just as he stands from his chair "I hate fighting" I inhale his scent and smile to myself after doing so. "I know" He kisses the top of my head "I need to learn when to stop working and enjoy the moments" I separate from him and look up at him. "You need to work sometimes though" I jump from eye to eye, Trying to take in the color from both "It was selfish to want you to stay with me" I nuzzle my way back into his chest and he holds me tight. "It's in the past now" He squeezes my hips lightly and kisses the top of my head "We good?" He asks and lightly pulls me away to look at me. I smile up at him "We're good" I now can't help the smile spread proudly across my face. 

     This day has been quite the adventure to say the least. After Mark and I made up I decided to lay in his bed as he finishes up his editing for the day. I talked to Eve a little as I'm lazily laying on Mark's bed. Her and Blair are being released at nine am tomorrow morning and want to get used to becoming parents for a few days before they get any visitors. I understand that, I would be overwhelmed with visitors wanting to come over right after having a baby. I lay my phone beside me after Eve and I's conversation ended and lay on my side. Mark has his window open and the early december cold is making its way into the room. Even with it only being December first, I can still feel the chill throughout the room. I look over Marks shoulder as he edits one of his videos, Thankfully he has his headphones in so I am free from hearing the yelling. I close my eyes and cuddle into his bed, Thinking of how nice it is to actually feel like I'm able to fall asleep. My mind begins to shut off as I feel a peck set to my temple "Sleep well, Beautiful" I try to hide my smile before allowing myself to fully get to sleep.

I feel as if this chapter was somewhat bland.Let me know what you think, I love to hear your input. I have some really great ideas for future chapters that I can't put in yet. Better work is on the way! I hope you enjoyed this read.                                                                                                       xxParks




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