Amyplier

xxParks Note.

     I know, You saw that this popped up as a parks note in your notifications box and you were mad. I would be too if I was right in the middle of a book and the author had written too authors note back to back. I have my reasoning, Hear me out.

    This week has sucked to put it lightly. School has suddenly gotten overwhelming and so challenging I can hardly find the courage to do homework assignments or study for longer than ten minutes on a test. I have not had much of an appetite and I mainly choose to be alone rather than surrounded by people who love me. I have found peace as I have written this story and your comments truly inspire me to do and be a better writer. I hate not posting, Not only because I feel like I'm letting all of you down but because I find peace and a little bit of hope as I write.

     I never want to be that person who allows a boy to put a stop in their cycle but my boy has. And he's not even mine. I have fallen all over again for a boy and I'm trying so incredibly hard not to be stupid and to make smart decisions as I continue to talk and hang out with this boy. It is so unbelievably hard to wrap my mind around him not feeling like I feel towards him. My best friend and I have spent endless nights talking and trying to figure this out and I still don't get it. 

     All in all, I have hit yet another speed bump. I will either be back Friday or Sunday. I truly apologize for leaving this chapter with worthless excuses you don't care to hear because I know and understand you did not sign up to hear about my life but to read a story about this loved couple. I apologize but I promise I will be back soon enough, Stronger and a more powerful writer.                                                                                                                                                                                        xxParks