Amyplier

Chapter Ninety Four.

Amy's Point of View:

     Tossing and turning. Turning and tossing. These two words describing perfectly all I did that night. This is how it has been since I got pregnant but tonight it was one hundred times worse. Looking up at the ceiling I watched the light from the street lamp outside, Darkening whenever a car would pass but quickly going back to its glowing state. Kinda like how Mark and I have been handling our arguments. Except for tonight. Usually one of us would apologize, We would make up, and then go to our normal everyday things but tonight its going to take more than an apology. I let these thoughts engulf my mind as I roll to my side, Facing my nightstand. I close my eyes for a moment but open them just able to make out the things that are nearest to me. The corner of the legal pad I told Mark to stuff in my drawer of course making a reappearance just when my emotions are most sensitive.  Sitting up, I hold a hand to my mouth and squeeze my eyes shut not doing a very good job at concealing my sobs. The room gets fuzzy and hot as I bring another hand over my face, Feeling embarrassed though no one is in my bedroom. A moment later I hear a quiet knock on my door "Amy?" Ethan appears, Popping his head into the dark room. I shake my head as if not knowing how to respond and watch as he makes his way over. His cold hands wrap my shoulders and pull my close "It's all ok, Ames" He shushes "I'm so sorry" He shushes once more. I allow myself to lean fully against him, Letting my hot tears drench his t shirt and allow him to hold me tight.

     "Morning Amy" Kathryn's chirpy morning voice causing me to turn towards her as I walk across the cold tile and into the kitchen. I smile, Pulling the refrigerator door open "Morning" I say as if I've gotten my full night sleep "How did you sleep" I grab the container of strawberries and bump the fridge shut with my hip. It takes her a moment before swallowing her cereal "Pretty good" She nods taking another scoop onto her spoon "Weird dream though" She finishes, Spooning the cereal into her mouth. "Really?" I ponder, Taking in my own bit of strawberries "What about" I ask, Covering my mouth with the front of my hand. I watch as she does the same, Careful not to spit "Ethan came into my bedroom and checked to see if I was alright" She shrugged "No reasoning or anything but popped his head into my room for a few moments" She shrugged again as she raised her eyebrows. I look to my container of strawberries before pulling my legs into my lap and cross them "Weird" I shrug, Taking another spoonful of strawberry.

     I think I've done a pretty good job at hiding myself away from most everyone today. After breakfast I hid myself in my bedroom and thanks to 'That 70's Show' and the icing I have hidden away under my bed help. Just like last night, A knock to my door distracts my Netflix time "Ames?" The timid voice sounds from behind my door. I press pause on my laptop "Yes?' I respond before watching my door open. Mark pokes his head through. Messy hair, Tired bags under his eyes, and yesterdays clothes wrinkled against his body "Can we talk please?" He asks, Leaning against my closed door with a timid smile. I nod and watch as he walks across and sits on the edge of my bed "Why did you do that yesterday?" I ask, Seeing him focus his attention to my duvet "You knew how special this is to me and it should be special to you too, Not a game of who knows first" I huff, His attention still on the duvet. I realize I'm starting this off strong but why not cut right to the chase, Since he made me yesterday. He takes a second before looking up, His chocolate eyes melting into me making me want to jump and forgive him right off the bat "I shouldn't have made you do that" He says, His voice full of emotion "This is important to me. This is our creation, Our baby" He smiles, His words making me smile before looking to the duvet. He takes my hand in his, Strumming his thumb over my hand "I love you, Amy. I love you more than anything and I hate fighting with you" He strums my hand again, Making me look up and into his eyes again. I take a deep breath, Giving his hand a squeeze "If you try not to start arguments I will try not to start arguments" I laugh, Making him laugh and looking to my duvet again. He squeezes my hand again "Deal" He leans forward, Pecking my lips sweetly. 

     "Ethan"I knock my knuckles against his wooden door "May I come in please?" I mumble and wait before hearing a very muffled response. Twisting the doorknob in my hand I walk myself in "Hey" I smile as I close the door behind me "I just wanted to tell you thank you for last night" I walk over to his bed, Setting on the edge as he leans against the wall behind him. "You needed someone and I was there" He shrugs "It really is not problem" He smiles as if it really was no big deal. "I do have one question" I laugh, Causing him to laugh and nod as if giving me permission to go ahead and ask " How did you know I was upset?" I ask, Tilting my head and looking. He takes a second again, Making me uncomfortable "Your sobs weren't exactly quiet" He winces "I was up and heard" He shrugs as I hop off of his bed. "Good to know " I smile "Thank you again" I smile, Holding the doorknob in my hand. "Hey ames?" He questions again, Making me turn around and look to him "Congrats" He smiles, Nodding towards me. I look down to my stomach before smiling back at him "Thanks" I turn the doorknob, Letting myself out.

     Too much of a cut off at the end? I've been driving around all day and carving pumpkins with friends so all you are reading was written at 1 and 2 am this morning. I read through and made sure it was super odd to finish there and decided it was fine. Anyways, Tell me what you think:) I'm thinking of posting the first chapter to my next book but I wouldn't want to leave you hanging so maybe maybe not??? Let me know if you would even read it. I hope you enjoyed this read.

xxParks