Chapter Eighty Three.

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Amy's Point of View:

     The look on Marks face is unexplainable. I can't decide if he's shocked, Hurt, Surprised, Sad, or anything. I take in his facial expressions more and decide he may be a good mixture of all of them. He hasn't said anything since I told him and that's only freaking me out more. I search his face for something, anything that I could possibly read to tell me how he's feeling but quickly become all too nervous and feel a hand rise up to cover my mouth "I'm sorry" I choke out, Looking to the ground and slipping the test in my pocket. Reality must have shaken him as I feel his arms take me in and wrap tightly around my small frame "Don't be sorry" He kisses my hair "I'm just shocked" He talks into my hair and I wipe my eyes on my hand. Looking up at him I see his blank face has quickly changed to a small smile "Are you going to leave me?" I ask as I am concerned. I watch as his face changes once more to confused "Why would I do that?" He drops the confusion and smiles again "Its just me you and this babe for now on" He rubs his thumb on my hip and I smile up at him. "Little babe" I smile as I repeat him "I like that" I stand on my tippy toes and kiss his lips, Now knowing that I will be able to do this many more times now. Slow and soft. His gentle touches against my skin make me sure that we can do this. 

     "And we can turn my bedroom into a nursery" Mark looks at me excitedly as we pull back into the driveway "I can move into your bedroom and it'll be perfect!" He puts the car in park and looks over at me with the biggest smile planted on his face. I can't help but to smile, This is the reaction I was hoping for and now that I got it I can't kill his excitement with how sick I am still. I place a hand over my tummy and try to ease the churn from the car ride home. The car falls quiet before Mark breaks the silence "Are you ok?" He looks concerned and I nod my head. I drift my eyes from the front of the house and over to him "This is why you've been so sick" He puts two and two together and I nod my head, Still looking at him. He gets the keys out of the ignition before opening his car door "Lets go tell our friends" He excitedly gets out of the car before I stop him. "Mark" I say firmly "Can we not tell people yet?' I ask nicely, Knowing most other things haven't came out nicely. I watch as he looks to the wheel and then back to me "Why not" He shrugs. I sigh before looking to hime again "I want to tell them in a special way, I just don't know how yet" I open my door slightly, This whole car trip has been a hell of a ride. "I get it" He pecks my lips "Whatever you want to do" He smiles once more. I turn to open my door and standup out of the car, Holding myself for a second before taking any further steps. This whole nine months thing is going to be a blast.

     So, I haven't gotten the hang of holding in puke apparently. I rushed in and into the hallway bathroom before releasing the little I had eaten. Mark was right behind me, Holding my hair back and rubbing my back. I can tell he's nervous but quite frankly who wouldn't be. Neither one of us expected this to happen. A dead give away was the constant talking all the way back to the house. Talking about baby clothes and the nursery plus some. I wipe my mouth with the back of my hand before flushing and stand to my feet, Giving Mark a weak smile "I'm sorry" I say as I walk over to the sink. I look up into the mirror and sees him behind me "Don't be sorry" He places his hands on my hips and rubs his thumbs deep into my back "It's all part of the journey" I watch as he leans down and places a short kiss on my neck before biting the place right above that. I smile and put my tooth brush back into the holder before turning around and facing him. I put a finger to his cheek to turn his head and face me before bringing his lips to mine "We're in this together right?" I whisper pulling away. I watch his face before he goes to my neck again, Feeling him mumble against it before biting the skin "Always" He mumbles against my neck.

       "Mark!" I yell from the top of the steps "Don't forget the brownie box" I start to walk down the hall before hearing his reply. "They are not made" He yells back, I can hardly hear his yell as I am halfway down the hall. I smile to myself before turning back to face the steps "I know that" I yell and stand for a moment before turning back and walking to my bedroom. I'm hoping halving all of these systems early in my pregnancy is a sign that the later pregnancy will be easier. Opening the door to my room I feel a lot more relaxed than how I felt leaving it. Smiling to myself I walk over to my bed and begin tossing the throw pillows onto the floor and pulling the covers down. I flick my lamp on and make my pillows more comfy than cute. Relaxing against my pillow I pull up my shirt and reveal my flat tummy thinking that Mark and I's child is in there. I am having Marks child. The door opening disturbs me and I look up "What are you doing?" He asks,closing the door behind him. I pull my shirt down "Talking to our baby" I smile and flick the light off as he climbs into bed with all of our snacks "Ready for movie night?" I ask, Looking at him. He takes a handful of popcorn and throws it in the back of his mouth "Always".

Sorry I didn't update last thursday, I was in full party planning mode and fell asleep without realizing what I had done. Yesterday was my birthday and it was lots of fun but I have to admit, I missed updating and talking to you loves. Sorry this chapter didn't have Ethan, Kathryn, or any of the others but I really wanted to focus on Mark and Amy's emotions. If you have any baby names, nursery ideas, ect. please private message me or comment. I hope you enjoyed this read. xxParks


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