Amyplier

Chapter Eighty.

Amy's Point of View:

     My hands shake as I pace back and forth across the bathroom. I ignore the plastic stick setting on the vanity. I know Eve is standing right outside the bathroom door waiting for a response, But I can't bring myself to look over at the result. I wish I had done this while it was only Eve and I in the house and not all the boys, I love them but hearing their screaming while I wait for this isn't exactly ideal. As I pace closer to the vanity my stomach is more in knots than before and I wonder if I can look at all. My stomach twists upside down one last time before I lean my back against the wall and face the vanity, That damn test. I laugh at my own thoughts as I rub my wet palm up and down my arm before bringing both arms out and shaking them out beside me. I continue to shake them loosely as I walk closer to the vanity. You can do this Amy, You can look. I take a final deep breath as I feel the edge of the vanity touch my stomach, Looking down at the blue and white stick that predicts my future. Shit I don't know if I can do this. I bring my right hand up and lightly touch a piece of the wrapper that I put over the place it tells you. Taking one last deep breath I flick the piece of wrapper off into the sink and look to the results.

Positive. 

     I feel as my hands uncontrollably go to cover my stomach, Pressing hard as I am unable to comprehend the results. I can't shake my eyes from looking to the test and the more I look the more I feel like I'm going to throw up. I let a sob escape my lips and look to the floor before closing my eyes and allowing more sobs to come. I raise one of my hands to my hair and move it out of my face "Amy, Sweetie, Unlock the door" I hear Eve lightly knock against the wood and before that I forget she's here at all. I let more sobs come uncontrollably before leaning to unlock the door. I don't look up from the floor but feel Eve wrap her arms around me before moving me down to set on the floor, Smoothing my hair over and holding me close to her.

"Amy, It'll be ok" Eve talks into my hair "Tyler and I are surviving" She moves her head away from mine and I can tell she's looking down at me yet I refuse to look up at her. I take a deep breath as a hiccup escapes "I'm not ready for this" I blatantly tell her how I feel "I'm not ready to be responsible for another human life" I breath as I hiccup again. I hear her sigh and lean her head back down to mine and moving my hair off my wet face "I'll help you" She sounds desperate "We'll all help you" She stifles a laugh and I move one of my hands from my stomach and wipe a falling tear. I sigh just like she did a second ago before closing my eyes and pressing my hand to my stomach a little harder this time, Still not believing this is happening.

     It's been a while since Eve and I have been sitting on this cold bathroom floor and I'm honestly shocked none of the guys have came up here yet to see what we were doing. The cold bathroom tile is actually soothing against my hot skin. I move around a little to get myself a little more comfy and wake Eve. I hear her breathing go back to normal "Lets get you to your room" She says, Smoothing my hair again. I don't say anything but move my thumb over my stomach and nod to her. She stands and stretches for a moment before reaching a hand down to help me up. I press one hand to the cold floor before reaching it up to her and having her pull me up "You should get some sleep tonight" She says wrapping an arm around me as we leave the bathroom "I know it'll be hard but it's better to tell Mark while you're not delusional" She stifles a laugh and I look to her and smile before bringing my attention back to the floor. I feel the cold air hit me as we walk into my bedroom and across the floor, My warm sheets greeting me as I slide into them. Eve stands by my bed and covers the top of my body up nicely "I have to go home with Tyler and Blair" She smiles as I nuzzle my head into my pillow "I'll pick up the evidence in the bathroom and then tell everyone you went to bed" She pats the top of my ballets before smiling down at me again "Would you like Mark to come up and sleep with you?" She pushes gently, Careful with her words. I give a slight not before hearing her footsteps travel further away "Tell me if you need anything Amy" She says strongly before walking out my door and closing it behind her. I let out a big sigh before cuddling into my blankets, Desperate for sleep.

     The sound of the front door slamming shut disturbs my sleep, Waking me up and getting the little bit of light under my door which only wakes me up more. I sigh before rolling onto my back and stare up at the ceiling. Maybe that test was faulty, Maybe this really isn't happening. I run my hand over my forehead and breath out loudly as I close my eyes, Not really sure what to hope for at this point. I see the light from the hallway on my ceiling and prop myself up on my elbow, Seeing Mark walk through "I heard you needed me?" He sounds curious and all I can get myself to do is nod. He steps in and closes the door behind him also closing all the light out from the hallway. He pads over to my bed and takes up the empty space I'm not using, Wrapping his arm around me and pulling me tight to him. "I love you" He breaths and I feel his peck my forehead. I feel tears rise up in my eyes again as I nuzzle my way deeper into his chest "I love you too" I choke out, Trying to hold in sobs that I know are underway. How am I going to tell him this?

I'm writing this on sunday at 12:30 am and this will be posted on Monday after I get out of school. On that monday it'll be six days until my birthday! I am so excited! Also, Last friday we hit 12k and now we are already almost at 13k! Thats insane and possible the best birthday gift I could ask for! Thank you all for your love and support, As always! If you have any ideas for future chapters please feel free to message me, Names, Issues, How they tell people, ect.  I love including your ideas! I hope you enjoyed this read.                                                                                                                                                                                 xxParks