Amyplier

Chapter Eighty Two.

Amy's Point of View:

     If you have ever woken up in a place you are unsure of you can know how scary that is. When I wake up at Tyler and Eve's I sit up in the soft love seat before looking out into the black of the night, Confused for a moment or two but quickly re gain memory before falling back into the seat. I close my eyes again and set all the way up before getting up and standing for a moment, Taking in the baby things that Eve has for Blair scattered around the apartment. 'Will our house look like this?' I think to myself as I feel my feet on the cold wooden floor and off from the soft carpet. When I get to the bathroom the door squeaks and only for a moment do I pause to check if I woke anyone, Going back to my task after I figure I haven't. The size of the apartment is small and the bathroom shows that, You can touch both walls by only stretching your arms out beside you. It's odd being up this early in the morning or this late at night. I still haven't checked the time. I wriggle my feet around on the cold tile as I try to warm them up, For as long as I've known Eve I know that she likes to keep a cold house. Pushing the lever on the side of the toilet and going to the sink I look at myself in the mirror and bulge my eyes at the gross site. I turn the tap on and wash my hands, Flicking water into my hair after I do so as I try to wrangle the mess. My eyes drift over to Eve's medicine cabinet and begin to search for something I don't know yet. I look over the styling products, Mini hairbands, bows, toothpaste, and other various things and discover a positive pregnancy test. My fingers trace it before I fully grasp it and realize that this is mine. All of the emotion comes back and I cover a hand over my mouth before looking to the ceiling and then looking back o the test. I know what I have to do. 

     Its odd to see the no cars on the L.A. roads. Usually you can't even change lanes or if you do you have to turn your blinker on five miles before you even need to get over. The roads are dark and the street lights don't help that very much because of how dull they are. I continue to drive down the dark and empty road before hitting a red light and finally seeing another human on the streets tonight pass by me. I wonder what their doing at 2.45 am? Sighing, I slip my hands off the wheel and into my lap, Taping on my knees and looking over to the passengers seat at the test. I take a second before looking up at the green light and pressing the gas, More butterflies as I get closer to the house.

     Switching the lock back on the door, I press my back against it and look up the stairs and around the kitchen to see if I woke anyone. Sighing, I slowly walk up the stairs being careful and slow with every step against the cold wood. Reaching the top feels like victory yet I take no time to celebrate and continue to walk down the hall and into my bedroom. I grasp the cold doorknob in my hand before hearing the door squeak open and walk inside. I look over my bedroom to see if anyone screwed with anything and am pleasantly surprised. I notice a large figure laying in my bed stir around before looking up at me "What are you doing?" Mark sleepily asks "Where were you?" His eyes are squinted and I can tell that he's not even close to being fully awake. I walk closer to my bed without answering and slip the test in my nightstand drawer before crawling into bed beside him "What was that?" He asks as he lays his head back to the pillow. I sigh before laying my head down and moving some hair off his forehead "Nothing Important" I peck his lips and he weakly responds "Lets get some sleep" I whisper, Closing my eyes and knowing I won't be getting any real sleep tonight.

     "Amy" My body shakes and I squeeze my eyes "Amy wake up" I hear again and finally I open my eyes. I squint as I try to ignore the bright sun gleaming through my large window "What?" I whine, Closing my eyes again and nuzzling my head back into my pillow. I feel Mark wrap his arm around me and pull me closer to him "Lets go running around today" Even though my eyes are closed I can tell that he's smiling "Get your sick self out of the house for awhile" I open my eyes and smile at him before closing them again and nodding. I set up and rub my eyes before feeling him do the same "Let me get ready and then I'll go" I look to him and give a nod before watching him nod back before kissing my forehead and quickly jumping off the bed.

     Today was for sure going to be a casual day. No tight clothes or shorts but big fluffy sweatshirts and stretchy jeans is the way to go. I didn't really do anything with my hair either, Left it natural. Makeup was the same go round, Slapped on some eyeliner and called it a day. I give myself a finally look in my door mirror and decide that that was as good as it was going to get. Sighing, I hear the sound of my booties against the wooden floor as i walk to my nightstand and open the drawer, The test looking up at me like it has something on me. I snatch it from the drawer and place it in my purse. Lets just hope i can go through with this.

     Ever since I moved down to L.A. I have always loved walking down the pier and on the beach. The sound of the waves crashing against the mush of sand was calming to my ears. Looking out into the far ocean was a bit crazy but if i stayed on the shore and just looked it was fine. I look to the sand and watch as my toes get covered in the mush after a recent wave has ran them over. I smile to myself as I wriggle my toes out and is left with grey specks of the sand. I drawl my attention back to Mark who is on the other side of me, Trying to stay away from the mushy sand and undiscovered ocean water. I watch as he walks up more to the shore when a wave comes and crashes onto our feet once again before watching it go back out and Mark coming back to join me. I stop in my spot and look out towards the sea and feel Mark place a hand on the small of my back. I take a deep breath when I begin digging through my purse, Grasping the test and holding it in my shaky hands. I look up at Mark who has no idea what could be happening right now "Whats that?" He questions, curious. My hands shake more and I take a deep breath "Remember that night in Ohio?' My voice just as shaky as my hands "Our first time?" I look to the ground and try to ease my nerves. I watch as he furrows his brow and slowly nods "And the amount of times we've talked about starting a family, Back when I was in my shitty apartment?" I ask again, Mark still looks confused. I move the test to one hand before leaning over to kiss his lips, Slowly and softly as I am scared this may be the last time it may be like this. Separating, I look to the ground and at the test before looking back up to Mark "It's happening" I half smile, Looking at his face as i try to take in his unclear reaction.

today honestly sucked so bad. I'm sorry the chapter is going up so late but I'm literaly posting before bed. I hope you enjoyed this read. xxParks