I miss feeling safe
I feel so cold
But I've had to say farewell to the warmest of arms
I'm so lost
I fearing all touch now
I'm flinching at contact
I want to hide
I want to be locked away in my own proper tower
Wait no I fear heights
You get the idea
I want to go away
I want to be free and happy
I want warmth and smiles
I want to embrace contact and look for it too
I want to be new
I don't want to be me
I wish I were her
I'd give anything to be her
The perfect girl that everyone loves and looks for and is happy to see and spoils
Not the one everyone hates and runs from and calls annoying and ugly and a nerd and a freak
I don't want to be me
Either nothing or better
But wait
Didn't you already tell me I was nothing?
Looks like I already to there, to my goal.
Forget I said anything
My new goal is to be gone
Very very far far away....
YOU ARE READING
Vents : In A Book.
Non-FictionIts a book. Full of vents. It probably wont really make much sense but it'll be like quotes or sometimes poems. Whatever mood I am in. Its supposed to help me feel better... Idk why. I'm usually in a bad or sad mood so yeah... But this will be from...
