im so confused
everything hurts
nothing make sense yet i understand everything going on in life
i wish that nothing wouldve ever happened and i was just never around anything
i wish i had never met anyone and that wouldve ever ruined or annoyed or made anyone cry
nothing wouldve ever gone wrong because of me
i wouldnt interfere in peoples lives and make them think about me
everyone wold be so happy without me
mom wouldve been happier and better off
same for dad
family wouldnt be stressed and wasting money on me
no step father to ruin things and then no brother to be brought i this dark horrible sad and hard world
no taking my best-girl-friend's years
no stressing out teachers and no friends days being filled with rumors and people messing with or questioning them for why being my friends
no need to waste ex-boyfriends' time and crap shit ideals
no need to complicate peoples time and lives and plans
no need to ruin anyone else at all
just like i do with everything
you wrong my friend
no butterfly effect
happy universe
minus me
YOU ARE READING
Vents : In A Book.
Non-FictionIts a book. Full of vents. It probably wont really make much sense but it'll be like quotes or sometimes poems. Whatever mood I am in. Its supposed to help me feel better... Idk why. I'm usually in a bad or sad mood so yeah... But this will be from...