Entry sixty four

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{12:00 am • 6/8/17}
It's the next day
Today's the day I guess
I've given up
I'm done with everything in a literal, physical, and metaphorical.
I have to clear it out
And I will
I have to
I can't go on like this
I need to get rid of it all
I need to clear it out
I need it gone
I need to get it all out
And I will
Everything will be gone
Hidden
Out of sight
Out of mind
I need it gone
All
Completely
It need to be away
Everything need to leave and be gone and never back and out of sight and hidden and locked away where I forget where the key is and everything is gone and just
I need everything to be gone
Forgotten
Over
Everything
Gone
Forever
Because I failed
I lost
Like I always do
At everything
I ruin everything
It's all gone
And I don't know where go after this
After now
After it's all gone
I give up
Everything will now be gone
Just
Gone.

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