SCHOOL IS OUT MOFOS AHHHHHHHHHH
I DONT EVEN REMEMBER A TIME LIKE NOW WHEN I DIDNT FEEL SO MUCH STRESS LIKE EVERYTHING IS NEARLY BEHIND ME (i have summer reading for school so not quite everything is behind me)
like, my hair about be full again, my sleep schedule gonna fix itself to 8-9 hours instead of 7, i can draw whenever the fuck i want, i can write which i'm super excited for holy shit and i don't have to talk to people or hear fake people like WOW
i mean aside from the summer reading which really sucks, considering i have 3 books to read and questions to answer for them, like not having homework and shit is gonna be like a whole new life experience. like i usually don't feel this free and insanely happy for summer, but after how exhausting and difficult this year was for me, i can't believe i made it through. like all before this year i was so worried for it, and now that i did it and completed it, i feel so proud of myself for not quitting. i just can't believe it.
this week has been tough. i feel great about all my finals aside from my algebra exam. that exam.. there were at least 3 times while i took it that i just wanted to throw my pencil and cry. fuck that exam. 68 questions to complete in 1.5 hours??? IMPOSSIBLE! i didn't answer 8 of them and idek what the fuck i did on any of the ones i answered. i studied so hard for that test and i feel horrible about it.
which subject is your least favorite?
mine is probably math in general, but i also especially hated chemistry this year and thank the lord i won't be taking that mess again. i learned more about fuckin electrons then i ever needed to know smh
the worst subject to study for this week was history. i spent like seven fucking hours straight studying for this shit. we had to memorize previous tests, 13 to be exact.
7 hours of studying, and yes it did me good in the sense that i was the first to finish the exam, in 45 minutes, but the fact i spent 7 hours of my life studying for a quick ass test pisses me off, bc i barely slept. i've had a constant migraine all week!
which subject is your favorite?
well, next year IM TAKING COMMUNICATIONS AGAIN WHICH WAS MY FAVORITE CLASS THIS YEAR AND THEY ARE OFFERING A NEW CLASS FOR IT SO IM TAKING THIS ONE AND IM PUMPED BUT ALSO IM TAKING FILM AND YKNOW THIS GIRL LOVES HER EDITING AND FILMING SO HELL YEAH
but NO MORE SPEAKING OF SCHOOL NO MORE
OHHHHHHH ALSO
GUYS OMFG SO LIKE I SAID PREVIOUSLY MY PARENTS WERE OUT OF TOWN DURING MY FINALS THE PAST FEW DAYS AND WELL THEY WENT TO LAS VEGAS FOR A BUSINESS TRIP MY DAD HAD AND I WOULD HAVE JOINED THEM IF I DIDNT HAVE FINALS THIS WEEK
SO IM STUDYING FOR MY LAST EXAM WEDNESDAY AND MY MOM TEXTS ME THIS
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