need a distraction

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so, life is rough at the moment (ASIDE FROM KIWI MUSIC VIDEO COMING OUR WAY) and i need a good distraction. this popped up on my tumblr dash, so i figured, why not?

round two of basic random ass questions to answer! feel free to answer any you like, or to comment about my answers!

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

- yes... more so with my mom. my dad was not home much when i grew up so there's some distance there but the reason he was gone was because he works a long daily job and has gotten us the chance to have blessings like we do now.

02: Who did you last say "I love you" to?

- my parents... i say it every day. and my internet friends. oh, and harry styles.

03: Do you regret anything?

- i regret a lot of things. some small, some big decisions i made that i wish to take back. what's my biggest regret? probably letting people walk all over me and mistreat me, just submissively letting them do that when i should've spoken up for myself.

04: Are you insecure?

- don't know what for. your turning heads when— sorry i got carried away but hell YEAH i'm so insecure i can name more insecurities about myself to you than things i like lmao how sad

05: What is your relationship status?

- still single though lowkey, as much of a front i put against it, lately i kinda want a boyfriend all to myself and to be cute with so that's fun i love feelings alone :) and also writing fanfics about cute harry moments actually makes me wanna have one and it makes me wanna die a little like it hurts writing it???? bitch??? i guess this is my life now??

06: How do you want to die?

- HA speaking of dying... hmm, what's my goal in the way to go? well, if harry styles could just fucking beat me up, go john cena on my ass with his big ass muscles he perfected during Dunkirk filming, that is how i wanna go. I wanna go out with a bang, and by that, i mean i will bang harry first (bc of course) and then have his beautiful, expensive ass rings be the last thing i see as they speed for my face.

(ps: cant wait to read this a few years from now and be like HA. THINGS HAVENT CHANGED)

07: What did you last eat?

- a strawberry popsicle👅👅

08: Played any sports?

- oh i've done sports before and never fucking again don't even DONT EVEN i get injured every time

09: Do you bite your nails?

- no, and i'm GLAD! everyone who pays attention to my nails says i have beautiful ones, and it's true tbh not to be like cocky but i have really nice, strong and long nails so i will not hurt these blessings. i might not like my face but at least my nails are pretty lmao

10: When was your last physical fight?

- probably one with my sister when we were younger. we were crazy bitches man. we still are but it's all good

11: Do you like someone?

- gahhhh aside from the obvious harry, idk man. my love life is so down the drain at the moment and i'm like not on a single person's radar. i don't like anyone rn since i don't think anyone would like me back, but i wish i did. i miss that feeling of liking someone, yknow. it's just exciting kinda and anxious but in a nice way. but for now, i'm just gonna continue pining over an out of my league british hottie😛

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