"People always ask me, "Why are you so quiet?" I don't know. I'll never know. I've always been so quiet, and whenever I speak, I'm known to have a hushed voice. If I think that it's okay to talk, then I won't ever stop, but if I simply don't feel li...
okay... in the last like month, SO MUCH SHIT HAS GONE DOWN THAT I CANNOT EVEN PROCESS AND SOME GOOD SOME REALLY SHITTY AND I JUST NEED TO VOICE THINGS OUT RN IN AN ORGANIZED FASHION BECAUSE IM LIKE BURSTING AT THE SEAMS SO I WILL START WITH THE GOOD AND END WITH THE BAD.
Good
• Birthday: my birthday was about a month ago and honestly, i had a really great day. it was during spring break and i felt content! i had gotten ready that day and made myself look nice just for the sake of the day. i wore a jumper and a skirt with some boots. my mom worked that day and she came by to pick me up and take me out for lunch and run a few errands, and it was simple, but really nice.
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this is a shitty angle of me, although all angles of me are shitty, but this was after we'd had cake before i opened my presents!
now, normally during spring break we leave and go out of town but since we'd just gone to California and Disneyland and we were all tired, we settled for staying in and it was a great choice.
as for presents, i got a few things. i got an adidas outfit which is totally me because i'm obsessed with the brand. i got a pair of earrings. and the main event...
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YA GIRL GOT SOME GA PIT HARRY TICKETS YEEEEEEEEEEEEET.
honestly, i cried, bitch. i still cry. i'm not gonna lie, i sometimes am just sitting at home, even today, and i think about it, or i see videos taken by people from the pit, and i just break out into an excited squeal. it's the main thing i think about when i'm really sad and stressed, and it instantly brightens my day. it makes me fucking smile so wide. talking about it is my favorite thing, thinking about it is my favorite thing, and planning for it is SO FUN. i'm going with someone who went to the last concert i went to that i added on snapchat and we started talking in this massive concert chat a week after our show, and she's really sweet and we have SO MUCH IN COMMON!! (although one random side note is she looks exactly like an ex-best friend of mine which is semi weird but eh, she's definitely nicer than that ex-friend and she's actually a harry stan like AH)
i'll keep you updated on that with my outfit and stuff, and i'll surely make a chapter about it when it's over. BUT EEK!! HARRY STYLES FINNA BE IN MY FACE. IVE DREAMT OF THIS MOMENT EVER SINCE I STARTED GOING TO CONCERTS AND NOW IS MY CHANCE.
