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PUPPY PUPPY PUPPY

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I GOT A FUCKING PUPPY

MY WORLD IS ON FIRE

MY HEART IS ACHING

MY MIND IS BLOWN

I WAS GONNA SAY MY MIND IS BLOWING BUT THAT SOUNDS NAUGHTY

BUT ANYWAY

HIS NAME IS LOUIE.

YES I WANTED LOUIS WITH AN "S" BECAUSE OH IDK LOUIS TOMLINSON MY SUNSHINE BUT MY WHOLE FAMILY FOUGHT ME ON THAT SO FUCK BUT ITS OKAY

I MEAN HE DOESNT EVEN KNOW THE DIFFERENCE

HELL HE STILL DOESNT KNOW HIS NAME

BUT ITS ONLY BEEN THE FIRST DAY

we have been looking so hard on the web for a puppy for a month now, preferably a golden retriever since that's the breed we had previously before he passed away almost two years ago, and it's our perfect family dog. those dogs are really hard to find, and if you find one, they can be $$$$$$$

i'm talking i saw some for 11k dollars like what the fuck.

so literally three days ago, my mom and i were tired of almost falling for fake scams online and searching hopelessly until i came upon this one pup, a 9 week old golden, from a couple of states away.

the same day, we bought him. he is adorable as fuck.

and now he's home today.

we've also never had an indoor pet and we're trying that with him so wish us luck.

this is him:

precious fluffy baby

he is pure

he is important to the ecosystem

i want to stick my face in a blender

like wtf how

right now as i type this, we've stuck him in his crate for the night and he's crying so i wanna cry too like can i sleep in there with him????¿

his favorite toy so far is an empty plastic water bottle. he is so cute with that thing he attacks it like it's evil, it's so cute!!!!!!!

tomorrow i'm home alone with him with my sister since my parents go to work so wish me luck😅

he's a beautiful boy i'm so emotional

we're trying to teach him stuff but in the tutorials online they make that shit look easy but that's not easy AT ALL

we have no fucking idea what we're doing👍🏼

i'm really nervous, i've had a headache all day like this is a massive life change. we have to watch him 24/7 and make sure he doesn't go for a wee or poo inside and take him out constantly and i'm so nervous to fuck up

please wish me luck that i can do this😭

bc my sister sleeps in late so i doubt she'll be up to handle him with me

though she's bonding a lot with him and i'm semi jealous bc she won't share but at the same time, if he helps her for depression and such, maybe there's nothing to be jealous for.

and he's making my parents so happy too and i'm so glad. we missed having a dog more than anything, and we finally felt ready to start a new.

i'm also really glad to have him so i'll deal with stress and depression easier considering pets are supposed to help you with that.

do you have any pets? if so what kind? if not, would you want one?

today has been a great day though, not just puppy wise, if i should be dramatic, but fangirl wise.

harry styles had his first movie premiere red carpet and he looked so damn good in that custom gucci suit and he was talking and nervous and cute and i have so many pics of him now that i want to make myself draw if my hand can handle it.

pass the holy water bc wow

i'm so proud of him, like a mom honestly, i was squealing so loud when i watched him being interviewed on the red carpet. his first movie! wow!

i love him so much. like i literally love harry so much wow and his movie comes out soon i'm so happy😭

i think i saw a movie time for Dunkirk on the night before at like 8 something or 10 so i'm gonna mention it to my parents and maybe some people who might wanna come see it with me, idk im gonna ask my mom first i wanna preorder tickets lol

i just love harry so much

and i love my puppy

and i'm happy like whoa

this is weird

this is also a blurb because i don't have much to write about since that's all that's really going on😂

i'll update soon with some puppy news or something. just wanted to announce this life changing moment😂