How could i be so dumb

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Graces pov

               Everything was a blur from that point on. I don't really remember getting dressed and Jake carrying me out to the car. I do remember Jakes bloody hands and Rico's anger and worry. I was so scared and scarred from Ace raping me.

              "Jake where are we going?" Rico said

              "The hospital" Jake said frantic

               I was laying in the backseat on Jakes lap. He was caressing my hair and telling me everything was going to be okay. He was so scared and that's an emotion I'd never seen from Jake. Things were blurry and I couldn't even think straight and barley keep my eyes open. All I wanted to do was fall asleep and let this nightmare be over.

               "Baby don't worry everything's gonna be okay" Jake cooed

              "Jake baby I love you" I mumbled

             "I love you to baby" he said chocking up

             For the first time ever I seen Jake cry. Tears fell down his face rapidly and he tried to hide it and wipe his tears away but he couldn't help but let them keep falling. I don't know why he was crying because I should be the one crying.

             "Rico drive fucking faster" Jake sniffled

             "I'm going Jake I'm going 30 miles over the speed limit" Rico said

               The cars were speeding by us because of how fast he was going. When we got to the hospital Jake carried me inside running me to the front desk. He was panicking and I was lying in his arms barley awake from the drugs Ace drugged me with. Rico was freaking out with Jake yelling at the nurses to help me. They brought me back into a room and made them leave so they could run some tests on me I didn't want Jake to leave but he was yelling and freaking out that they couldn't have him in the room. The security had to escort him out until the doctors were dont checking me out and taking my vitals. I started to black out and he nurses voices got farther and farther away.

Jake's pov

              They escorted me out. I didn't wanna leave the fucking hospital room that was my pregnant girl lying on that gurney practically asleep from the ecstasy Ace drugged her on. I wanted to kill him all I was seeing was red right now the fury building up in me so much I was about to strangle anyone who came within 10 feet of me. I was so angry they kicked me out when I got into the waiting room my fist collided with the wall and everyone shut up and looked over to me.

                "Jake what the fuck" Rico said running over to me

             My knuckles were bleeding more then they were before the cuts reopening from pounding Aces face in. My wrist was throbbing all the blood in my body was boiling.

             "Jake your bleeding you need to bandage this up" Rico said

              The nurse brought me back to another room and she wrapped my hand is gauze and then an wrap to put pressure on the bleeding. I know it should hurt but it dosent I was so caught up in what just happened. I brought my girl to the gang house and she got raped by one of my former gang members a kid I grew up with and I trusted. I should have known Snake would pull some crazy shit but never in a million years would I think he would make Ace rape her. I wanted them all dead and I was gonna get my revenge. I felt so guilty I was so  naïve and I never was I always was so smart and slick I should have been paying attention and stuck with her I should have never left her alone. I trusted Rico to watch her I trusted that house it was like my second home they were like a second family to me that was a place I felt safe at.

             "Jake talk to me please" Rico begged

            "Rico I don't even know what to fucking say you were supposed to be watching her I told you to fucking watch my girl" I yelled

            "I did Jake I was watching I went to the bathroom and when I got back she was gone I went looking for her but I couldn't find her anywhere and then Zayn started to talk to me and he told me she was with you" Rico explained

            "Rico I let my fucking girlfriend get raped by Ace by someone I trusted those people are like our second family. That was my second home I never thought Snake would go to the point where he made him rape her Rico do you fucking believe I let something like that happen to my fucking girlfriend! I'm so mad at myself I fucked up I am the reason my girlfriend got raped tonight I should have bee paying closer attention to her!" I yelled the tears wanting to fall down my face but I couldn't

           "Jake it it gonna be okay man none of this was your fault you didn't know that this was gonna happen you trusted them we all did they were supposed to be our family" Rico said in a calm tone

          "This is not fucking okay Rico don't fucking say my girlfriend getting raped by my friend is okay!!" I yelled louder

           "You need to calm down okay man everything is going to be okay"

"Don't talk to me Rico I'm concerned with one thing right now and it's not you"

I was finally able to go back their and see Grace she looked so scared and it broke my heart to see my pregnant girlfriend broken in the hospital because of my stupidity. I honestly wanted to cry and Jake doesn't cry. They ran a rape kit on her and had everything they needed to put Ace away but I didn't just want him in jail because he's safe in jail I wanted him dead and I was gonna get to him first it will be a cold day in hell if he wins.

"Muffin are you okay?" I asked hugging her

"I'm scared" She said low

"Come here let me hold you" I said getting in the bed next to her and she cuddled into me. I gave Rico the dirtiest look and he had the guiltiest face on.

"Hi Grace are you alright?" Rico asked

"Get out you've done enough"

"Leave him babe he didn't do nothing I should have thought for myself and not went into that room with him. But I just thought you trusted him and I could trust him"

"I know baby it's not your fault it's all my fault I should have been watching you, I don't trust nobody after that"

"You trust me and Rico" she said softly

"Of course I do, I'm so sorry this happened to you baby"

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