Bad boys baby

Funeral part 1

Ash's pov
2 months later

I was staring at myself in the mirror. I was dressed up in a suit that I just got the other day. I've never needed a suit before. But today I need one to go and bury the guy who became my best friend over the last 6 months.

Jake is gone. He suffered In the hospital for almost three months. He never woke up once. I never got to talk to him again after that accident and he was pronounced brain dead last week. It was the worst news of my life. I was devastated, my heart sank down to my stomach and I felt sick. 

I started to try and tie the tie around my neck. It was purple and we were all wearing that color because that's the gang color. I couldn't even believe this was really happening. I looked at myself and I really haven't been keeping up. My hair was long and I needed a line up so bad plus my little bit of facial hair was scattered across my skin.

About a month ago I went back to the hospital and Jake wasn't doing good at all. His body was going into failure. He hasn't had food in months and he haven't even opened his eyes. His heart beat was weak and he wasn't really breathing on his own anymore. I knew what was gonna happen.

I stared at Jake lying cold in the hospital bed. I was gonna lose him. I never thought this was gonna happen. I've had so much hope and prayed so hard for him to push through it but I guess he got tried of fighting.

I stepped into the hallway and Grace was walking around with Nevaeh in her arms. She was almost a year and a half old and her daddy was gonna die. I couldn't believe this. It made me sick. Tears filled her blue eyes and Nevaeh looked around clueless not knowing anything. She more then likely won't even remember it.

"Are you okay?" I croaked out

"Uh no" she said the tears falling down my face

I walked down the hall and sat next to her.  Just giving her my presence. I felt like she didn't wanna be alone. I know I didn't wanna be alone.

Rico walked down the hall holding coffees and he walked right past me. She stood up and left Nevaeh sitting on the chair. They kissed and my mouth nearly dropped open.

"Rico" she said low looking at me

We met eyes and I stood up as fast as I could and walked away. I  was pretty sure Rico seen me because he shouted my name. I didn't even wanna look back.

"Yo Ash" He yelled

I stood their and turned around he grabbed my shoulders and pushed me against the wall.

"You don't speak about what you just seen"

"Yo get the fuck off me" I spat pushing him back

"OHH!" Someone yelled

I looked over and it was glass. Rico got off me before glass made him get off me. He was with Blair and my nephew.

"What the fuck childish shit is going on here?" He hissed

"Nothing we got it settled" Rico said eyeing me and I nodded

I went into the bathroom and searched around for my razor to take care of the hairs that were out of place on my face. I had to run and get my hair cut before the funeral which started at 5:30.

"You look so handsome Mr.king" Mia smiled at me in the mirror

"Thanks babe" I said putting the razor down

Mia was coming along with me to this funeral. We've been dating for over a month now and I'm really already in love with her. But it's gonna take some time for her to be smitten like I am. I was long in love when we were fucking and made that baby inside her.

She had this black tight dress on that showed off her nice rack. Her baby bump was huge and I was sure my son was gonna be here any day now. It was so hard to move on from all this. Jake will never meet my son and he was like becoming a brother to me. It's crazy how fast your life can be taken away and it really makes me second guess the gang.

"My feet are already killing me" she complained while she put her heels on

"Are you sure heels are safe babe?" I said looking at her stomach

"Ash oh lord" she chuckled getting in the limo that was taking us to the funeral

"It was a serious question by the way" I said

"I'm fine I can walk in heels babe" she laughed

I was already doing the protective thing and I don't like how I get. When something is mine I get so possessive and protective over it I will literally snap your arm in half if you look at my meat the wrong way. I was taught to fight for myself and take what's mine.

"Yo yo yo" Rico said hopping in the backseat with Grace and Nevaeh

"Wassup guys" I said

Rico smirked at Mia and I put my arm around her and shot him a glare. He knows I'll kill for what's mine. He shouldn't be shocked.

"Chill babe breath" Mia said grabbing my arm

We made our way to the funeral and it wasn't a happy day. Everyone had sad faces on or tissue in their hands to dry their tears. Jake rarely had family so Their was pretty much the gang here for him. I can't believe he had to go out like this. He was only 18 and he's got a daughter to raise.

The limo door opened and I didn't realize how lost in my thoughts I was. Rico, me and Grace were all going up to speak for him and I felt like I forgot everything I memorized. I was going first and I didn't even wanna step out of the limo.