Bad boys baby

Do things you dont wanna

Jakes pov

I was staring at my suit sitting on my bed. I didn't even wanna put it on. I hated dressing up like that I hated not getting to wear what made me me. The funeral started in a couple hours and I'm still not sure if I wanna go or not. I know I told Rico I have to do what I have to do but I don't wanna go at all. But sometimes you have to do things you don't wanna do. I just want Snake to leave my family alone. My daughter is getting older now she's almost 6 months old and I want him gone forever.

"Yo Jake" Rico said knocking on my door

"What's up?"

He opened the door and he was dressed in his suit. He didn't really wanna go either but he wasn't acting like me he wasn't holding a grudge. He was being more mature then me and I'm the one with the baby.

"I was wondering if you were ready yet but clearly your not" He said

"Yeah I'm pre occupied" I said looking at the bong on the dresser

"Your gonna go to the funeral high as shit?" He asked

"I don't know man I just know I don't wanna go" I sighed

"Pass it" He said sitting down on my bed

I picked the bong off the dresser and grabbed my lighter out of the dresser draw. I lit it and took a hit and passed it to Rico. I know I said I would try and quit for Nevaeh but I'm so stressed out right now because of this whole funeral shit.

"Here bro" He said coughing out the hit

"I'm so stressed man" I groaned

"Because of the funeral?" He asked

"Yeah man I don't wanna do this I really don't and I know I'm the mature one here and I'm being real immature but he raped the mother of my daughter Rico how am I supposed to just be okay with going to this" I asked

"I know man I know what he did was beyond fucked up but their was so much other shit we were involved in together. We were all apart of a family that stupid gang shit we got involved in when we were 13, we did so much with them and good stuff happened before this happened. It ended so bad and you got your revenge on him Jake your the one who killed him he's never gonna come back around here and hurt Grace or Nevaeh you can go their now it's over it's not gonna hurt Grace if you go to the funeral and be their one last time together" He explained

Rico had a good point I guess. I just didn't want to go do this because of what happened but he was right I did kill him I won.

I heard someone coming up the stairs and I didn't know who it was. My aunt was always gone so I didn't expect it to be here or my other cousin because she moved in with her dad.

"Shit is that Grace" Rico laughed

We were beyond high and I wasn't that good at hiding it regardless of how long I've been smoking. I always laugh and blow it. The door opened and it was Grace holding my daughter. I was fucked.

"Does it smell like weed in here?" Grace said frowning

"Uhh" I stumbled with my words

"Jake" She shot

"I'm sorry muffin I'm stressed"

"Why?"

"Because I have to go to that funeral"

"Baby you think I'm gonna be mad or something if you go to that funeral it's over. Ace is never coming back you already solved that problem even though that's not exactly how I wanted you to solve it I think you should go"

"You always know what to say muffin" I smiled

"I'm glad I can help you" She smiled

"I'll let you two be alone" Rico said walking out of the room

I had to get ready so I stripped myself of my sweats and started getting my suit on. My hair was getting longer and I didn't know what I was gonna do with it. I just wanted to push it back and put a hat on but that's not what I could do I had to look good for this stupid funeral. I tied my tie and pulled my suit jacket on. Thankfully it was still cold in Chicago and I wasn't gonna be sweating my balls off in this suit.

"Muffin I don't know what to do with my hair" I sighed

"Why don't you gel it back?" She asked

"Can you do it for me" I smirked

"Anything for you Jakey" She smiled

I sat down on the chair while Grace went to fetch my hair gel. She came back with a comb and my gel and placed the gel on her hands and rubbed it in my hair and then she brushed it back with the comb she messed it up a little and then she was done.

"Your so cute Jake I love you so much" She said cradling my face

"I love you to Grace and our daughter you two give me a reason to live everyday" I smiled and pulled her into a kiss

I was fully ready to go now and I was carrying Nevaeh down the stairs. Grace followed behind me and Rico was sitting on the couch waiting for me on his phone. I really didn't wanna do this but I did do this because I have to do things I don't wanna do. I'm an adult now I'm a father and I have to set a good example