Wanting more

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I'm starting a new one because this story is almost over sadly :( but this new story is gonna be bad ass ;)

Ash's pov

"We need to go now" I whispered walking up to the rest of the PI group

Kamryn was standing next to me on watch. He was circling the yard getting eye on all the guards in the tower.

"What are you crazy it's the middle of the day"

"No I'm not crazy" I snapped. "We need to go through with the plan. If we don't do it now we're never gonna be out on PI again this room is done"

I walked out the door and seen Kamryn. He nodded his head and I nodded back. It was the signal to move forward.

I went back in the room and they were starting to get in the tunnel. This time is where the guards don't come in and check. We have a half hour to get down in the tunnel and get out in the river 60 miles down the stream.

"It's now or never boy" Kamryn smiled

Ricos pov

"I can't believe you Grace. I can't do this again" I warned

"Rico you have to please. I don't have anyone else" she begged

I couldn't just be with her. Things can't go back to the way they were. She knows what happened and seeing that she's pregnant again and it's not mine sucks.

"No Grace I can't"

"We can have a baby" she spit out

My attention turned to her when she said that. When we first staged dating she was pregnant and we were gonna tell Jake the baby was his. We wanted to keep it so bad until we were able to tell him and then she miscarriages and lost it. I have been torn up about that since and not soon after I cheated. It was all because of that baby because she told me she didn't wanna do it again and I was pissed. I see now that it was selfish of me and she just wasn't ready for another lost of a unborn child inside her.

"Don't say shit you don't mean"

"No no no I mean it okay I I will have this baby and then next year we'll have another one just me and you" She smiled touching me

"I can't I have a girl Grace ugh fuck" I groaned wanting to take it

"Oh she gets loyal but I don't?"

"Fuck shut up that's not who I am no more" I said

I've liked to believe I've matured up a little and don't wanna cheat no more. I wanna be with Grace but I really needed to talk to my girl first. I was trying to think about how much I loved this girl and I was starting to feel it but all the memories flooding back of when we were together we really had so much fun but I feel like I've passed that chapter In my life.

"I don't know about that" she smirked getting closer to me

"It's wrong Grace. You have Jake your apart of him, you have his kids just keep it like this"

"No I don't want this Jake is gone. I've been in love with you I fell in love with you a while ago" She gushed

I wanted to melt for her right here but I don't know how much longer I can be a player. I wanna say I'll stop with Grace but I don't know if I wanna go back in life and build off of that.

"Please don't just shut me down like this Rico" She frowned

"You can crash in here for a while and I'll sleep on the recliner but I have a girl and I'm not a player no more. I am a grown up and I need to move forward with my life and marry this girl eventually if I really love her. I'm ready to grow up and not play games anymore. You are still childish with children" I spat

I grabbed some things off my bed and closed the door behind me. I left her in their, she really thought she could convince me? It really took a lot for me to even say that to her. I can't believe I went that far into it but I'm serious. I'm over being a little kid. Ash has grown up and if he's 15 and can then I fuckin will at 20.

"What's going on Rico?" Mia asked

"Nothing just go to bed don't worry about it I'll be back in the morning"

I grabbed my keys off the counter and slammed the front door behind me. I didn't know where I was gonna go but I wanted to get away from Grace. I was thinking about her soft lips kissing mine and how my insides tighten for her. I bite my lip thinking about how much I loved that girl.

I was driving fast on the highway blasting the music trying to get the thought of pounding the shit out of her out of my head. I was thinking about having the whole family thing and I think I just needed to talk to my girl.

To Babygirl- baby I'm outside come down here

I waited for her to come down her and I didn't think she was gonna but I seen her light turn on and then off and the front door soon opened. She was barley dressed in this little cami dress that was silky and Lacey. She had this little robe on covering her big ass.

"Hey cutie" she smiled hopping in the passenger seat

"Hey shawty" I smiled

"What's up why are you here so late" she giggled

"I just wanted to talk to you"

"What did you wanna talk about" She said her beautiful smile never leaving her face

"I wanna have a baby" I spit out

"You wanna What?" She said shocked

"I know it's crazy"

"Crazy it's beyond stupid" She said and slammed my car door

I watched her walk away into her house and didn't even look back. Did I just fuck this up?

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