Twenty-Two | Part Two.
• 2 Weeks Later •
It's been three weeks.
Three weeks since Cailin and I broken up and since she's been in rehab.
Eventually your gonna have to talk to her Justin, I thought to myself.
Honestly, I didn't care if I did.
Things were great.
I felt great.
Free.
Everything seemed to be going well.
My new music was coming along.
Selena and I were becoming close again.
I was enjoying my time off with family and friends
And I finally sold my house.
It was a fresh start.
I felt different.
Better.
Happy.
She deserves her space.
She said she wanted what's best for me and I have that,
So why does apart of me regret everything and wish I was still with her.
My life was much better now, so why would I would to give that up just for Cailin?
I don't know.
Honestly.
Love confuses me.
It's hard.
Difficult.
Am I a bad guy for liking two people and caring a lot about the both of them and wish I could have the both of them.
Only if it was that easy, love I mean.
Selena?
She's been my first love. She'll always be my first love. She's beautiful, I love her. I love almost everything about her, she seems perfectly imperfect to me. She claims she has flaws and yet I love everyone of them.
Cailin?
Cailin? I didn't get a chance to even tell her much I cared for her before it ended, after everything's that happened, I didn't feel the need to. I felt as if I was making more of an effort for the both of us, she said she wanted the best for me, well she didn't even give me a chance to talk to her or stay by her side because I wanted. I wanted to stay by her side and never leave her, Cailin is one of a kind. She's beautiful, she's sensitive, she's confident, she's Cailin. That's my girl, that's my love.
My love?
I didn't fight for her.
I didn't stay.
People always leave and I left her..
I didn't mean to.
I thought she didn't want me.
I need to see her.
I needed to go to New York.
I had to talk to her.
Hold on.
Apologize.
Explain what happened.
But what if it was too late, what if she doesn't care?
What if she's gone?
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