31. Good Night

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Mark still wasn't talking to Tzuyu, Jaehyun, or Sicheng. It's already been a long while, and Mark was beginning to think that he should just give up on them. However, at the same time, he didn't want to let go of his best friend that he has known since they were small, just over a relationship mishap.

The thing was that Mark couldn't build up the courage to speak to them. His thoughts were holding him back. He was never good with arguments, anyways. Every friend that he has had an argument with, he lost them. He lost them because he couldn't apologize. The words,'I'm sorry' weren't in his brain dictionary.

Which is why he knew that he was in love with Haechan, because he could sputter those words with no problem at all, over and over again. He wanted Haechan to forgive him, and he's incredibly glad that he did.

He was sitting on his bed, Haechan's head was resting on his lap as he played with his phone. "Why are you so quiet?" The boy muttered worryingly, bringing his phone down from his face and looking up at Mark, who was staring blankly at his poster covered wall.

The brunette pouted, poking Mark's cheeks with his index fingers. "Mark...what's wrong?" He whined until his boyfriend looked down at him, their chocolate colored eyes meeting. "Are you still upset over your friends?"

Mark pursed his lips. "Maybe."

"You clearly are." Donghyuck sat up, stretching his arms out to the side, his face scrunching up as well. Mark laid down, bringing his knees closer to his chest.

"I just don't know what to do? I don't want to lose my best friend or Sicheng? They were really my best and only friends." He looked down at his striped bed sheets, fiddling with his fingers.

"What about Jeno and them?" Haechan laid back down on his stomach this time, propping his head up on his hands. "Didn't you hang out with them?"

It was true; Mark has been hanging out with Haechan's group of friends ever since he stopped talking with his best friends. Mark liked Jeno and his pals, they were fun people, he just didn't feel as comfortable around them as he did with Jae and Sicheng.

He puffed up his cheeks slightly, forming his mouth into a hard line. "They're cool and all, I just felt more welcome with Sicheng and Jaehyun." He told Donghyuck, his eyes beginning to close as it was rather late. Donghyuck nodded with understanding, then the room got quiet.

"Have you tried talking to them yet?" Haechan spoke up, letting his head rest on the soft matress.

Mark shook his head. "No, I'm too nervous." His voice was rough as he was getting more and more sleepy.

"Not even over text?"

"No, I'm too nervous." He repeated.

Donghyuck wiggled his way closer to Mark until they were shoulder to shoulder, then closed his eyes. "I'll go with you to talk to them if you want." He offered, but Mark shook his head.

"No, I want to do it by myself. Plus, they might find out that we're dating."

"They probably already know, anyways." Haechan retorted. "I'm sure they've seen us hugging and stuff at school."

"Hugs could mean anything."

"Not between us, Mark. We've never hugged each other until recently! I'm telling you, they already know. Stop worrying so much." He turned on his side, facing away from Mark. "I'm going to sleep." He muttered, then he went silent.

Mark stayed still, watching his fan turn until he muttered, "Good night." then reached to turn off the lamp that sat near his bed.

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