Teacher: "Everyone go to your partners and select your topic." Everyone stares at me as I walk over to Jason's desk.
Then I say very quietly with my hair in front of my face as I'm looking down.Winter: "You can pick the topic and I'll do the work."
Jason: "Nawh." I look up a little confused.
Jason: "Are you going to say anything?" I stay quiet and he rolls his eyes.
Jason: "Here's my number, text me your address. I'm coming over tonight at 5."
Winter: "Library." I say very quietly.
Jason: "What? No we're working on the project at your house, I hate the library." I walk back to my desk and then everyone stops staring at me.*************************************
I get hot lunch and someone steals my milk but I don't care. I go behind the trash cans in the back of the school and eat. After I'm done I go dump my tray which has basically everything I got. I only took a bite out of the sandwich and a bite out of the apple.
My mom says I'm fat so I haven't really ate much in the last year.After dumping my tray I run back to the trash cans and see Mason there leaning against the trash can.
Mason: "Hey there Winter." I walk over and stop in front of him looking down. I don't want to be to close so I stop about 5 feet away from him.
Mason: "Not gonna talk huh?" I just keep standing there. Mason starts walking over and I thought I saw someone behind the trash can but I think it was my imagination.Mason: "Do you know why your here?" I shake my head no and he smirks at me, then looks me over head to toe then smirks again.
Winter: "I-I don't know what you want but can I leave please? Cl-class is about to st-start." I stutter so much because of my nervousness that I'm surprised he understood me.
Mason: "Do I make you uncomfortable?" I don't say anything and keep looking down.
Mason: "Well listen, your freaking gorgeous under all that." I look up at him confused and he smirks.Mason: "I saw you in your bra and underwear cuz your window was open a few days ago, and let me tell you. Your smokin!"
Winter: "No I'm ugly and fat." I say to him in an even quieter voice than usual. He laughs.
Mason: "Are you serious! Haha! Listen Winter, your a bit too skinny."
I look down in away in disbelief. I'm fat and ugly just like my mom said.Winter: "No she said-." But then I stop. I can't tell anyone what my mom does because she'll go to jail and she will hate me even more.
Mason: "Um ok whatever just stop talking." Then without any warning he comes up and starts kissing me on my neck. I try to scream but he covers my mouth. I bite his hand and he slaps me.
Mason: "What's wrong with you!" He slaps me once more and I fall to the ground.
Then someone comes up and says, "I'll take it from here Mason." I look over at Jason and Mason rolls his eyes.
Mason: "She's mine bruh." Jason puffs his chest out a little and I can tell Mason got the idea and ran back inside.
I looked up at him with fearful eyes. Then he takes a step towards me and I shut my eyes tight and felt him try to grab my hand but I pushed my hand away.
Winter: "Pl-Please, go aw-away." I hear him sigh and take a step back. I look up and he is holding out his hand for me to take.
I take it and he helps me up. I look into his eyes and it frightens me. He was about to say something but I run away. I go into the bathroom really quick and then text him thank you. Then I remember he needs my address. But should I give it to him? Why not, he actually wants to do some of the work. I think?
I text him my address and quickly shove my phone into my pocket.

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Insecurities, and then the bad boy
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