Insecurities, and then the bad boy

Chapter 24 -Too late to apologize

(BTW I love these songs! ❤️)

I thanked Mason and ran to my room. I slammed the door but no one hears me since no one is home. Lilly has aftercare and Sophia and John are at work. I sobbed for a few minutes and then stood up looking at the picture Lilly made for me. Me and Jason, pft! Sure Winter, in your own little fantasy someone as amazing as him could love you.

The only person that can love me now is Mason. No one else will take me unless there using me like Jason did. I just can't believe I was tricked into that. Jason could never love me, look at me! I walk to my bathroom with my pencil in my hand. I shut the door and dig into my skin. I hear my door open but pay no attention to it. I keep digging into my skin as someone opens my bathroom door. I hear Jason sigh and then he snatches the pencil from my hands. I sit there looking down and holding my hand out to see if he'll give me my pencil back.

Jason: "Why did you do this Winter? You shouldn't do this, how can we even trust you with a little thing like pencils if your going to turn everything into weapon?" I put my hand down and whimper a little since the cuts hurt. He sighs again. "Come on snowflakes I'll help clean your cuts up."

Winter: "Don't call me that! We're not together anymore!" I look up at him and he shakes his head in frustration.

Jason: "Your not thinking straight, now get up." I stay there glaring at him.

Winter: "I'm with someone else now." He looks at me stunned and then just shows anger.

Jason: "Excuse me? No your not. Your not thinking straight and plus it hasn't even been an hour since that phone call. By the way who was that because Garret was driving to were we were?" I stand up and look him in the eyes.

Winter: "You haven't even apologized and I have a boyfriend so back off." I say sternly.

Jason: "You know what Winter! Here have your god damn pencil and do whatever you want! Have fun with your freaking boyfriend to!" He throws the pencil at my feet and leaves in frustration.

I grab my pencil and put it back in my drawer. I get into my bed with my clothes from school still on and fall asleep.

Jason's P.O.V-

Once Garret was done with school he called Keith and was on the phone with him when I got that strange call. I said no because I didn't know who this guy is and I didn't want to upset Winter since it's so early in our relationship, you know, if the guy told her or something. Once I heard Winter hang up I immediately got in my car and went home. Before I left Lance offered me a cigarette but I declined because I think smoking is disgusting. I know I'm one of the schools bad boys but I don't have to smoke, plus smoking is one of the reasons that killed my real mom.

I run upstairs to Winters room and see she has a pencil and is digging into her skin. I take the pencil away and she puts out her hand as if saying 'give it back'.

Jason: "Why did you do this Winter? You shouldn't do this, how can we even trust you with a little thing like pencils if your going to turn everything into weapon?" I say and she puts her hand down and whimpers. "Come on snowflakes I'll help clean your cuts up." I say with a sigh.

Next thing I know she's yelling at me and I yell back. I throw the pencil at her feet and leave. I can't take this right now. New boyfriend? I swear I'll kill the person who made that call, I'll freaking kill him!

I go to bed right away but I can't fall asleep. I hear my parents and Lilly come home. I look at the clock.

6:25

And that's the last thing I see because I fall asleep.

Next morning Winters P.O.V-

I wake up and look at the clock.

7:00

That's kinda cool that I woke up at exactly seven am. I get up go to the bathroom and come out. I look at my closet and pick out my pink and blue dress I wore last week. Then everything hits me and the dress falls from my grasp. I go and sit on my bed with my head in my hands. I hear a ding! and grab my phone.

Unknown:
'Hey babe it's your boyfriend.'

I change Unknown to Mason

Mason:
'Wear something nice today, like your white short shorts and a long sleeved crop top. Also I know you can't look beautiful or anything but try makeup.'

I put my phone down and a tear rolls down my face. I get up and put on what he said to. I go to the bathroom and put on some minimal makeup.

I grab my bag and walk out of my room. I don't eat breakfast I just walk out the door and walk to school. Once I get to school I see people staring at me. Great it's going to happen all over again. I thought my life was getting better but no it's not, and never will. I get to my locker and open it. Clair is about to slam I shut but I hear a voice.

Mason: "I wouldn't do that if I were you." She giggles of embarrassment and runs away.

Winter: "Thanks Mason." He turns me around and looks at me madly.

Mason: "Huh, I guess makeup can't cure everything can it? Oh well, put on more tomorrow and text me picture before you leave the house."

Winter: "Okay. I will."

Mason: "Great. Don't worry your pathetic life will get better with me. Unlike Jason I'm not just using you, I like you a lot." I nod and he makes me follow him. We put our stuff down at our classes and he leads me to the back of the school. Mason then grabs me and pulls me close to him. He starts kissing me on the lips but I don't kiss him back. He pulls away angrily.

Mason: "Kiss me b*tch! I saved you from Jason so I own you for 2 weeks now!" He kisses me and I kiss back this time because I'm afraid of what he'll do. I feel someone pull me off him. It's Jason. He puts me behind him and I stand there for a second.

Mason: "Dude! What the heck!"

Jason: "You can't just go around kissing people! Just leave her alone already!" Mason starts laughing and I go over and stand by Mason looking at the ground. Jason gives me a confused look but I keep staring at the ground. "Winter, what's going on?" He asks with pleading eyes.

Mason: "She hasn't told you?!" Mason laughs again as Jason shakes his head. "Well guess what, I'm her new boyfriend."

Winter: "I'm sorry Jason, but it's to late to apologize."

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