Shawn Mendes Imagines

Twitter DMs-Part 1

Warning:Self harm and depression are strongly mentioned.

Shawn followed you on twitter and you kept DMing him telling him about your day.

Y/T/N:
■Hey. I know you will never reply to any of my messages but hey...It's worth a try right? x
■How has your day been? x
(Read 02/12/16)

Y/T/N:
■Hey it's me Y/N...again. I know I'm probably being really annoying now but I don't know who else to talk to. My mum left 9 years ago but now she wants to come and see me this Christmas. What should I do? x
(Read 18/12/16)

Y/T/N:
■My mum didn't turn up. She said that she would come but she just didn't. No texts, no calls...NOTHING! x
(Read 26/12/16)

Y/T/N:
■Happy new year Shawn! I hope you had a better year than I did. I found out my mum died last night. I still don't know what happened. I'm so confused...How should I feel? x
■I know I should feel sad but I don't know. I hardly knew her. She left when I was 10 and I haven't seen her since. x
■Anyway...What are your new years resolutions? Mine are to move out of this care home and to find a good place. x
(Read 01/01/17)

Y/T/N:
■Hey...Me again. I found a new place. It's...nice? I live in Toronto and it's pretty cool. I moved to (Random adress). I work in Starbucks...I know. So basic but hey not all of us can become amazing singers. x
(Read 21/02/17)

Y/T/N:
■I don't know what to do Shawn. x
■Why is life so FUCKING difficult? Why do people have to be such dickheads? What have I done to them? I avoid them at all costs but they still bully me. x
(Read 23/02/17)

Y/T/N:
■I'm going to stop messaging you now. x
(Read 24/03/17)

(You got bullied for years but it was worse this time)

Y/T/N:
■ I know I said this last time but this is going to be my last message to you. I just want to thank you for everything. You were the only person that could put a smile on my face at the worst of times. You were the only one that could make me laugh when I wanted to cry. I know... I don't personally know you but it feels like it. You made me happier than anyone that I personally knew. But everyone's time comes...And this is mine. You were the only person keeping me afloat this long but I can't sit here and struggle for any longer. I'm sinking deeper and I can't touch the ground anymore. x
(Read 18/06/17)

Shawn:
●Please don't do anything stupid. x
(Read 18/06/17)

Y/T/N:
■You are my hero and I want you to remember that. Thank you  for being you, thank you for your music, thank you for everything you do. I love you.
Goodbye Shawn xxx
(Read 18/06/17)

Shawn:
I'm coming! Please just wait for me. Just hold on and stay strong. xxx
(Sent 18/06/17)