Shawn Mendes Imagines

Twitter DMs-Part 2

Warning:Self harm and depression arestrongly mentioned.
James and Lewis are the bullies.

Your POV

I turned off my phone and fell to the floor, sitting up against the bath. I opened the small box of metal blades and pulled one out, throwing the rest on the floor. I inhaled deeply and pressed the cold metal against my bare skin. I dragged the metal across my wrist and my breath hitched in the back of my throat. Tears rolled down my face as I thought back to my life.
"One for my Mum, One for my Dad, One for James, One for Lewis...." I ran the blade across my skin for each person.

I heared loud knocking comming from my door but I ignored it. I heard the person kick my door, in an attempt to get in, but I just sat still. I couldn't move...My arm was numb but I could still feel pain. Not physically but emotionally. I began to feel dizzy and the room began to spin. I heared someone run up the stairs of my flat and run into the bathroom. The man kneeled down beside me and dialled a number on his phone.
"Hi...I need an ambulance please at (Random adress)...Y...Yes my friend has tried to kill herself...Yes. Please get here quick." He hung up the phone and looked down at me.
"It's gonna be okay...Wait." Shawn looked around the room and grabbed the first aid box. He grabbed a towel and wrapped it around my arm and put pressure on it.

He opened up the first aid box and grabbed some white bandage. He took off the towel and wrap the bandage around my arm tightly.
"Don't fall asleep Y/N. Stay awake...For me..." He choked.
"S...Sorry..." I wispered.
My vision became blurred and I blacked out.

Shawns POV

"Don't fall asleep Y/N. Stay awake...For me..." I choked.
"S...Sorry..." She wispered.
"NO!" I half shouted.
I heared footsteps running up the small staircase in Y/Ns flat. A young woman burst into the bathroom and began to push me out. She put Y/N on a stretcher and she carried her into the large ambulance. I followed along behind and jumped it.

*Time Skip*

"I..Is she okay?" I jumped up as the doctor exited Y/Ns room.
"She's fine sir. She's just woken up so you can go and see her. She may be a bit confused but it should be fine." The doctor smiled.
"Thank you." I smiled back.
I entered the small room and she looked up at me. Her E/C eyes glazed over and she turned away. I sat in the seat beside the bed.

"Why did you answer me?" She asked coldly.
"What?" I frowned.
"You answered me. After a year of just nothing. You read my messages but you just ignored them." She turned to me, tears in her eyes,"Why couldn't you have just ignored me again?"
"B...Because I don't want you to die. I ignored your messages because I didn't know how to reply. You are so gorgeous. When I realised how badly depressed you were it scared me.  Tonight I realised how badly I fell for you...just from your pictures and messages. When I thought you were going to die my heart broke." I looked into her eyes,"Please don't try this again. I know you may not want this but you are coming to stay with me. I want to keep you safe."
"You don't even know me." She wispered.
"Maybe I want to get to know you." I smirked.
"Why would you want to get to know me? I'm just a waste of space. No body wants me...No body loves me." She began to tear up.
"I want you...I love you." I said out loud,"Please just stay with me for a while...Just as friends."
"O...Ok. As long as it is no hassle." She half smiled.
"It's no hassle at all." I grabbed her hand and squeezed it lightly.