Shawn Mendes Imagines

Who do you love?

Your POV

I sat on the sofa in Shawn and I's shared apartment, packet of half smoked cigarettes in hand, waiting for Shawn to get home. As I heard the front door open, I shot up from the sofa and waited for Shawn to enter the room.

"Hey ba...Y/N are you ok?" Shawn walked towards me but I stepped back, "What have I done?"
I simply held up the pack of cigarettes and Shawn's facial expression changed.
He went to speak but I cut him off, "I found cigarettes in you coat...Even though you don't even smoke."
I waited for Shawn to say something but he didn't. He just looked at me and shrugged.
"So whose are they?" I frowned, griping the box tighter in my hand.
"I-I don't know." He stuttered, trying to grab the box but I pulled it further out of his grasp.

I stood and stared at the man I was once deeply in love with. I knew he was moving on, I just knew.
"What do you think?" He rolled his eyes and I just frowned.
"Your always changing your access codes." I sighed and Shawn just laughed.
"You're being fucking serious right now." He raised his brow and I nodded, "You are accusing me of what...Of cheating?"
"You said it." I shrugged, walking into the kitchen to get a glass of water.

I took a sip of my water and I could feel Shawn's presence behind me. I turned around and faced him.
"Stop being so ridiculous Y/N." Shawn huffed.
"You've been acting so conspicuous." I replied.
"You just think to much." He flipped the whole situation on me.
"DO NOT flip this shit on me Shawn. Where were you just now Shawn? You told me you would be home at 8pm. It's bloody half 12!" I growled.
"I-I was working late. You know how it is." Shawn stuttered.
"Look me in the eyes and say that." I said and he couldn't.
He was unable to make eye contact with me.
"You can't even look me in the eye." I laughed, trying not to cry, "I know you are lying about all of this Shawn. Just be honest with me for fuck sake."
"Ok I'll make it easy Shawn...Where have you been sleeping? Cause you sure as hell haven't been in our bed." I snapped, "That shit keeps me up at night! Just admit it Shawn. Be honest...Tell me..."

We stood in silence for a few moments before I looked at Shawn once again, tears brimming in my eyes.
"I'll give you one last chance Shawn. One last chance to tell me...Who do you love now?" I sighed.
"You Y/N I swear." He tried to grab my hand.
"That's it! I'm done!" I threw the cigarette box at Shawn's feet and walked out of the kitchen towards the front door, walking out onto the midnight streets.