Homecoming - Chapter 30

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I hated having to lie to everyone about why I'm not drinking. I don't go out because I'm tired most of the time. My time though it's focused on babies. All I think about is babies and our babies. I think about trying and having our kids. I think about what our kids would look like. Would our kids look more like Matt or me? or would they just look like a combination of us two? This takes over my mind a lot. 

I've also been thinking so differently. I'm tired and I've been a little sick this past month. It's a little odd. It all started to click in my mind " is this it... am I pregnant?" This could be it for us? This could be what we've been trying and waiting for. For months this is all we wanted. It's what we still want. 

Matt wasn't going to be home for a few more hours. I had to hold onto this until then. I guess I could nap. I laid down and tried to close my eyes. The thoughts of babies just woke me right back up. I got out of bed and went into our bathroom " I can't do this anymore..." I looked under the sink for the pregnancy tests. I picked up the box " empty..." 

The door opened and I heard the rustling of keys. Matt was home. He yelled " Gabby..." I ran into the living room practically falling into his arms. He hugged me tight " hi... I missed you too!" I kissed him and I felt like I could never let him go. He looked at me, into my eyes " hey... what's going on...?" I looked at him " maybe we should sit..." 

We went over to the couch. Matt sat down closely to me " what's happening? Your scaring me  gabby..." I looked at him " I'm late..." 

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