OGOC Groupchat//

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Chat between Bri and Nate

me: he literally has no sympathy, it's like I'm talking to a wall

Nate: he's just being a dick

Nate: but what can you really expect from Gilinsky?

me: that's the thing, I couldn't expect this. Maybe from Sammy, but not G

Nate: well some things just aren't meant to be, especially relationships

me: like us?

Nate: um

me: sorry I didn't mean to bring up the past and make it all awkward, it was just the first thing that came to my mind

Nate: it's okay, I thought about us when I typed it too

Nate: but yeah, I guess we count as one of those couples that isn't meant to be

me: honestly, I don't count it

me: bc we could've been something if you would've accepted that I actually really liked you

Nate: I did accept it, I just didn't want you getting influenced by the dumb shit I did

Nate: but back then, I use to do that crap way more than I do now

me: exactly, you've changed

me: maybe now you can see that I never had a problem with the weed and shit, I just wanted to be with you

Nate: I just want to be with you too

Nate: wanted* 😳

me: you didn't act like it

Nate: well you wanted to be with G so you can't blame me

me: I didn't want to be with G until I finally realized that you weren't gonna make "us" a serious thing

me: that's when I started letting G flirt with me and id flirt with him back

Nate: yeah and then all that flirting lead to you opening up to Sammy about not knowing to either pick Gilinsky or I

me: yeah and then he broke my heart 💔

Nate: I swear I wanted to kill him, but I couldn't show it

me: wdym?

Nate: I was so angry he hurt you like that, that he betrayed you over dumb shit

Nate: I just wanted to beat the fuck outta him, but I couldnt show anyone that I still cared about you

Nate: care*

me: you still care about me ?

Nate: ofc, it'll never stop

me: what will never stop?

Nate: the love I have for you duh 🙄 ❤️

me: ❤️ thanks Nathan

Nate: but uh, have you talked to G?

me: I haven't talked to anyone, except for what I said in the gc

me: it just seems like they all turned on me. Like I understand kissing Nash was one of the worst things I could have possibly done, but I was high and to my defense he kissed me, I just didn't pull away

Nate: plus, G tried ending your relationship with Sam by lying straight to your face, and you forgave him

me: exactly, this is just all so messy