*Still sad guys sorry!*
Broken again
I’m down on my knees ripped apart
But I see you out there
So I’m taking these chains off my heart
Rihanna POV
"CHRIS!" Chris ran out the room. There was no way he was going to cope with this if I couldn't.
"Maybe he needs time, we will leave you alone for a short while" The doc and nurse walked out. I held my little girl to my chest. I thought of my family, my mommas. They were so looking forward to being grannys ha. I looked up at the ceiling and though of my Gran. Gran gran Dolly. What would she say Rob. I held up my girl and whispered
"Hey Gran gran, look what we made" I smiled as I imagined she was looking down at us.
"Nobody's perfect apparently, but I think she is right gran" I held her to my chest again, I thought about Chris.Where would he go
"Please look after him gran gran, Chris is hurting so much, I love him" I broke down again. There was a knock at the door. A different doctor came into the room. He had his badge on but was smartly dressed. I held her close to my chest again.
"Hello Miss Fenty, I am sorry about your loss" I remained silent crying on her little head.
"I need to ask if you are prepared to name your baby" I didn't have a clue what to call her and Chris wasn't here. I looked at her little face while holding her
"Cherish" That's exactly what I was doing. Cherishing her life that was never lived
"Middle name"
"Dolly" I'd already decided this no matter what,I HAD to include my gran gran in the name
"And is the baby taking father's last name?" That was the normal thing to do but I didn't know if Chris was okay with it. Maybe he'd feel dunno, proud? Our first daughter having his name.
"Uh yes I guess"
"Okay we need you both to sign"
"He's not here." I signed and the doctor shifted through the papers. I started rocking her in my arms. She had Chris' nose. She had the same head shape as when I was born. I wander if she would be a good singer to ha. As I rocked her I began singing
When the sun shines, we'll shine together
Told you I'd be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out 'til the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella
"Now Miss Fenty, due to the unexpected death of the baby it is standard procedure to conduct a post mortem-"
"What! The other doctor said what it was already!" Post mortem? There making It sound like she was murdered. Is that what they are trying to say. It's your fault. Lets find out what you did wrong? What if it was me? I wasn't good enough. The doctor was talking but I wasn't listening. No way I could be a mother. What if I can't what if I can't mother ever again! And now Chris probably hates me to. He won't want me if we can have a happy family will he. I'd let everyone down. I held Cherish's head in both my hands
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