Part 60

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582. I'm the type of person that can deny every compliment but believe every insult.

583. Please grow the fuck up. Self harm is not a trend. Anorexia is not a phase. Depression is not an act. Homosexuality is not a choice. Sexual assult is not provoked. Suicide is not an act of cowardince.

584. If self harm was for attention, we'ld do it infront of your face. We wouldn't barricade our bedroom door, cover it with long sleves, do it in places you wouldn't think of looking, look so ashamed when you ask to see it, be so socially aware of ourselves, be laughing one second then silent the next or, keep everything from you if it was all for 'attention'.

585. At times you mean nothing to someone who means everything to you.

586. Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh I am falling apart. Look closely at me and you'll see, the girl I am... isn't me.

587. If I let you in, you'ld just want out.

If I tell you the truth, you'ld cry for a lie.

If I spilt my guts, it would make a mess we can't clean up.

If you follow me, you will only get lost.

If you try to get closer, we'll only lose touch. - Don't go by Bring me the horizon.

588. You're lowering my self esteem and it really hurts. It hurts that you don't understand me and you're managing to hurt me and break me more than I'm already broken and hurt. What hurts most is that I have to laugh it off and fake a smile and no one sees through it.

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Hey guys.

Sorry for the slightly sad chapter. I'm just having a day where everything is going wrong and the world seems to have decided to have a 'everybody hates Jacqueline' day. So yeah. The next chapter will be happier- hopefully.

Bye :)

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