Part 196

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Hello, hello. Remember me? I'm everything you can't control. -What you want by Evanescence

Am I still not good enough? Am I still not worth that much? I'm sorry fo the way my life turned out, sorry for the smile I'm wearing now. Guess I'm still not good enough. -Good enough by Little Mix.

I won't give up, even though it hurts so much. -Close as strangers by 5 Seconds of Summer.

If you don't like me please don't ever pretend to like me.

Sometimes it's not the butterflies that tell you you're in love, but the pain.

I couldn't face a life without your light. -Snuff by Slipknot

Self harm isn't just cutting.

I wonder if teachers care. If they sit in class, wondering who can't sleep at night, who gets abused at home, who can't even face a mirror. I wonder if the care about the effect of the deadlines they set; how much stress their pupils are already under. I wonder if I tild the teachers how much I need a break, how much I just need space from school, how many of them would actually care.

Don't you just hate it when people make a joke about you about something that you are incredibly insecure about and they don't realize it and every laugh feels like a stab in the chest because it hurts so much and brings up memories you'd rather forget about. But you can't say anything, because then people would know your weakness. They'd know how insecure you really are. So instead, you just laugh it off, and hide the pain you feel on the inside.

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