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I wrote this message,
just for you dear friend,
Hold near your beloved and friends
Before it's too late,
Cause if you let them go they'll vanish,
like dust in the air,
Isn't it enough, what you did to me?
Embarrassed me, replaced me,
I tried to forget your name,
But how could I?
You're the drug I can't live without,
Can I really understand you?
No, I probably can't.
You let me fall,
Remember what I once said?
Behold dear friend,
Sun will rise, and you will live,
Without you my existance is sober,
The moon will rise again,but will I?
Remember what they said?
You've made me worse, wrong.
I didn't believe them,
Until now I didn't realised,
How quickly you would let me fall,
If you don't see a reason of staying with me.
The second choice got first place,
was first not enough?
Maybe it never was?
Remember what we once said?
Behold dear friend,
Tell me why it hurts so much,
I cannot stand it anymore.
Why do you leave me?
Was I just the second choice friend from the very beginning?
If not then tell me why it hurts so much,
Are you so careless about what we've built up?
Frankly, I don't give a damn anymore,
I want to erase you,
Forget you,
Is this the better way?
Remember what we once said,
Behold dear friend,
Lies can't kill the truth,
But the truth was poisoned by lies,
Mistrust comes up,
And it's all your fault,
Dear friend,
Can i still call you that?
Now, after all we put in is a veneer,
Of who we were,
Remember what I once said,
Behold dear friend,
This is a game,
One is the loser,
So one must win,
I reach out for you like a tree for water,
Though my branches run dry,
I still can't hate you,
Maybe I never can?
Dear friend,
All I want to say is, that,
Maybe we weren't made for this relation.

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Hello~
Bitte seht über die Grammatikfehler hinweg :3
In diesem 'special' geht es um mich und eine mir sehr nahe bzw. mir sehr wichtige Person. Ich würde alles für sie tun, aber sie merkt nicht einmal wie weh sie mir tut und ich werde immer mehr auf die '2 Wahl' versetzt.
So ähnlich kann man sich auch die Beziehung, zwischen Kookie und Tae vorstellen, zumindest mit dieser Hass-Liebe.
Schönen Abennnnnnd~
*Spoky bitte hochbeamen*
(Ich weiß nicht wie man Spoky schreibt)

Nevermind |j.jk x k.thWo Geschichten leben. Entdecke jetzt