Vita et Mors - Danisnotonfire and AmazingPhil Fanfiction

Chapter 15

A/N: I'm back from my holidays, into the horror of reality and the ever-nearer exams. Geez, I'm not looking forwards to them at all! Ah, well. Hopefully I'll update quicker now I should have a slight grasp on my life, we shall see.

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(Sophie's POV)

We walked downstairs and as soon as we entered the kitchen, several people yelped and they all lined up, shoulder to shoulder. As if we didn't know what they were trying to hide - we had already seen the smashed crockery on the floor.

"Anything the matter?" I asked them, whilst Gemma tried not to grin next to me. It was stupid that they thought I would be angry, we couldn't really care less.

They all shook their heads too fast for normal. Honestly, I thought one of their heads would fall off. I rolled my eyes and said," look, we need some more plates anyway, so that they are matching. Just clean the shards up, I really don't care."

Gemma giggled at their relieved yet surprised faces, and went to get some pizza from the box sitting on our coffee table, me right behind her.

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"Do you want to watch a film?" I asked the room in general, not bothering to raise my head from Phil's shoulder. I heard a murmur of consent, and I dragged myself over to the shelves at the side of the room where our DVD's sat. I looked through them and back at the room of people. I grinned evilly before picking 'The Exorcist'. I knew for a fact that at least Gemma was terrified of any scary movie, not to mention anyone else. Dan desperately wanted to date her, I could tell. I wasn't being mean, I was just - helping him. Even better, I wasn't fazed at all.

******During Movie********

I heard soft whimpers from everyone but myself. Gemma had long since hid herself in Dans shoulder, not daring to even listen, shaking in her boots. As the music Tubular Bells started playing she shrieked quietly and leapt onto Dans lap, wrapping her arms around him as he hugged her whilst she cried. I felt a little guilty, but it was for the best.

As I watched and heard the plane fly over, Caspar winced and almost ended up behind me out of fear. I twisted to look at him and smiled gently. "It's okay," I whispered to him. He merely shook his head and curled up to my side. I put my arm around him and started stroking his hair, but not before looking at Phil for permission. Phil was looking pale in the face, but he nodded slightly at me. He couldn't complain, Marcus and Alfie were clinging on to each other but Phil had them squashed against him.

I felt guilt swamp me as Caspar hid his face in my shoulder and trembled as though the girl was next door. The movie was designed like that, to make it that bit scarier. Yay.

Personally, I quite enjoyed it, but I was glad Gemma couldn't remember being stabbed, because of triggering affects. I desperately wanted her to remember her entire life, but I'm sure she will remember soon. Because, not remembering wasn't an option.

After the movie finished, I realised Caspar, Phil, Dan and Gemma had fallen asleep. Mind you, Phil was the only one without tear tracks down his face, even though he was even paler than normal, if that was possible. I looked around but couldn't see Marcus and Alfie anywhere. I heard muttering in the kitchen. I didn't mean to, but I listened to what they were saying from where I lay.

"Marcus... we can't tell everyone just yet, can we? What if they think it's a joke or something? Neither of us have admitted being gay yet."

What? My brain screamed. Marcus and Alfie were gay?! Wait... They... Malfie!

My suspicions were confirmed seconds later when Marcus said," Alfie, no matter what, we still have each other, yeah? If you want, I'll say it to just our friends first, the internet can wait for us coming out of the closet. I know you aren't ready to reveal our relationship yet, I don't think I am, but I still love you, okay?" From the tiny light filtering into our kitchen, I could see Alfie nod before Marcus kissed him.

How odd, I thought before blacking out onto Phil's shoulder.

************next morning*************

I woke up and immediately decided to tell no one that I knew Marcus and Alfie were dating. Or more. Also, I made a mental note to not let them know I knew, because they respected their privacy, especially with being so nervous.

I grinned to myself, happy for them. I had no idea why they were scared. Obviously, I understood that there would be idiots who hated on them, but none of us YouTubers would see it any differently.

"What you smiling about?" I heard Dans voice sleeply call to me. I turned my head in his direction and melted when I saw Gemma curled up half on top of him.

"Nothing," I said softly. "If you want, you can take Gemma to her room. It's the last room on the right. Dan nodded and rose, careful not to wake Gemma before heading upstairs. Leaving Caspar and Phil where they were, I set off in hunt of Marcus and Alfie.

Before soon, I found them tucked away on a couch just by the staircase. They were cuddled up and I smiled happily, before taking a sneaky picture on my phone, just to tease them with if they decided to 'announce' it to me later.

As I returned to the lounge, I saw that Phil and Caspar were still fast asleep on the air mattresses we had set up last night. I shook Caspar awake gently, telling him that it was nine in the morning and I would make some pancakes soon, before turning to Phil. I felt my gaze soften as I fell in love with him even more. Slowly, I kissed him, before feeling him awaken and kiss back. Pulling back, I repeated what I had told Caspar before heading off to make everyone some Delia Smith pancakes.

Gemma walked in, looking at peace and stared confusedly at me before asking, "What are you doing?"

"I'm making Delia Smith pancakes," I replied simply. Gemma frowned.

"What are they?" I froze. When the doctors said she had forgotten everything, I couldn't comprehend the severity. Now, I could.

"They're... Famous. Dan and Phil made a video on it a while ago, we always watch all of their videos," I said quietly, turning back to the pancakes before flipping two pans at the same time perfectly. I heard a round of applause and looked over my shoulder to see Dan, Phil, Caspar, Marcus and Alfie all watching me hungrily. I rolled my eyes and turned back to the pancakes.

"Why do Dan and Phil make videos?" Gemma asked me so none of the boys could hear. I bit my lip.

"Why don't you ask them?" I said softly. "They'll be able to explain it better than me," Gemma nodded and went over to sit at our table where everyone was before she started up the conversation with them. I felt my eyes fill with tears and turned around before anyone noticed.

What would we tell the fans? We uploaded every Tuesday, no exceptions, but we hadn't uploaded for about a month now. It was time the fans understood.

I finished breakfast after watching the boys cram pancakes down their throats at the speed of light and went upstairs to film a video. By myself. This was the first ever video I had done on my own.

I sighed and turned the camera on.

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A/N: I've finally started my revision, but I've also decided to skip revising English. There's no way I'm going to pass, revision or not, so I'm not bothering. Surely writing this counts?

I've noticed that I'm switching tenses very quickly throughout my writing, but I don't know if it makes it worse. Does it?

My only advice is, if you have upcoming exams, start revising about six months beforehand, not two. It helps, a lot. I'm just going to end up, the night before exams start, cramming in as much as possible. Probably...