The Day I'll Never Forget? (1D/5SOS fanfiction)

The Confession? (chapter 8)

Elizabeth's POV

My mom is glaring at me.. She looks tired and hungry I should just let her go and eat... I'll tell her later. If I have the courage to...

"Never mind, I forgot. just go and eat your breakfast" Elizabeth says as happy as she can.

Elizabeth's POV

You're a baby you should have just told her right there, right now. I'm such a coward. I need to learn how to speak up and realize that what I have done is wrong... b=But what if she hates me for it and I'll set a bad example for Maria and Alexander... ugh

"Ok, get some rest. I'll bring you some food when I'm done. what do you want?" she asks so  politely

Elizabeth's POV

ugh she's so nice to you and you just treat her like crap. You should tell her. It's just adding stress that your brain doesn't need....

"Umm just a poptart. thanks mom" Elizabeth responds as happy as she can but she doesn't think it was very convincing

"Ok," she says and walks out of the room and turns the corner.

Elizabeth's mom POV

She seemed.... different. like she wanted to tell me something but was to afraid to.. what could it be? maybe she's pregnant and doesn't want to tell me..  I would be mad at first but I'd get over it. Why wont she just tell me what is wrong? It keeps me up at night, something is wrong but she just wont tell me. Maybe I should talk to her about it after I get my breakfast and her poptart.....

Elizabeth's POV

Great it's only 4 days until the concert and I still haven't told my mom.... I wonder if she has realized that something is wrong..... Probably not, she never payed attention to me before how would she know if something is up?  Elizabeth you will tell her when she comes back with your poptart. this has gone on to long. now get some sleep you've been up all night long.

~~2 hours later~~

"Hi mom, thanks for my poptart...." Elizabeth says as she avoids eye contact with her.

Elizabeth's mom POV

There she goes again. Acting like something is wrong. You really need to talk to her. There's obviously something wrong... but how do I put this...?

Elizabeth POV

Alright Elizabeth you CAN do this. she is your mom. she will love you no matter what... she might just be a little mad.

"Mom, I  need to tell you something..." Elizabeth says looking away from her eyes very quiet she can barely hear it.

"Yes, what is it Elizabeth?" she asks very eager..

'why is she so eager... that's really weird...' Elizabeth thinks to herself.

"ummm... you.. know.. how.. I.. haven't... been.. remembering.. things..? Elizabeth says chocking on each word.

"yes, I know.." she says very confused..

"I really have been remembering things.... I just didn't want to tell you because....." Elizabeth says about to cry..

"Because why Elizabeth??" she asks with mixed emotions

"Because... ever since I have gotton into the hospital you and dad, and the family have been paying more attention to me. I just don't like the attention at school. I don't mind it whenever I'm around family.. It's always Maria did this and Alexander did that... You and dad don't seem to care about me" Elizabeth explains and then she starts crying her eyes out.

Elizabeth's POV

Ugh she probably hates me now.. why did I tell her. She's probably mad that I've made her worry sick. ugh I'm so stupid why Elizabeth why... why did you open your stupid mouth!

"Elizabeth why didn't you just tell us?? We would have gave you more attention. We didn't realize that you liked attention at home and not at school... We just figured you wouldn't like it at home because you always complain about it at school" she explains trying not to cry.

"Easier. said. than. done...." Elizabeth says in between crying.

Elizabeth's mom POV

I'm such a terrible mom.... Ugh how could I not give her any attention... Once she's out of the hospital I will give her the attention she wants... Maybe if I do something huge for her it would make her realize that I do care about her but what....? THE CONCERT! OF COURSE!!