Perfectly Possible ✔️

Chapter 30

Ken's POV

She likes me. She said. Totoo ba ang mga iyon? Pero kung totoong ako ang gusto niya, bakit si John Paul ang sinagot niya? 

I courted her. I thought that I was leading the game. I thought she'll say yes to me in the end. I did everything.

Noong nasa Korea pa lamang ako, noong mga panahong sa facebook ko pa lang siya nakikita, nahulog na ako sa kanya. I've been stalking her profile. I started liking her by just simply staring on her photos. And when the chance came, nang magsimulang pumili ng mga exchange students na ipapadala dito sa Pilipinas, I was so persisitent. Ginawa ko ang lahat ng makakaya ko para mapili ako... just to see her..

and to be with her. 

The day came. We already met. As I started making eye contacts with her, I know deep in myself that i am already falling hard and I love what I am feeling.

I simply love falling in love with her.

So, I befriended her. And with all my courage, I started courting her. I did things I never did before to a girl. With her, I was able to show stupid things. 

She's like a drug. She's making me addicted to her, addicted on every piece of her.

She made me felt that she likes me too. she gave me hope that being us is possible. She's been sweet. She acted like we already had a mutual understanding. And with that, I hoped, I hoped that we're possible. And with that, I fell..... harder... and even more.

Not until one day when I saw her with John Paul on the Academy's play ground, one night during our camping. She was with John Paul. It might be fine with me if I saw them doing some friendly chats...

But it wasn't it.

They were like couple. she was hugging John Paul, and John Paul was doing the same thing.

Right there and then, I already knew, it was John Paul, it was him she loves and not me.

While John Paul was hugging her so tight, I ball my fist and counted one to ten. I needed to control myself because I might kill him right that moment. But I should not, hurting John Paul would mean hurting Jessica too, the girl that I only love.