"Remember back in Toronto"

Chapter 8

Kimberley:

Aubrey and I had to figure out what we'd tell people if they asked what our relationship was, to be honest I didn't even know.

"It's too soon to say we're dating" Aubrey raised his eyebrows.

"Yeah, we could just say we're old friends" I shrugged.

"Stephen needs to keep his mouth shut then"

"Stephen wouldn't tell anyone, he's loyal"

"You shouldn't trust everyone you know"

"Yeah I know, but I trust you"

"That's different, you KNOW I'm not going to hurt you" He stroked my face.

"I hope"

It wasn't that I didn't trust Aubrey, he just had a reputation.

I had an interview with Complex magazine later that day, If it all went well I would be moving to L.A. next year but by the way things were going with Aubrey I would be moving sooner than expected.

"Wish me good luck" I laughed and threw my hands around his neck.

"Do you deserve a good luck though?" He laughed.

"Remember what I did for you the other day" I smirked at him.

"Oh yeah, good luck baby" He kissed my neck and squeezed my ass.

Aubrey:

After Kimberly left, I headed over to the studio to meet with 40 to talk about my next album.

"Haven't seen you in the studio for a while" 40 rocked in his chair.

"Yeah, I know, I been busy"

"With wifey"

"Something like that" I crouched over to tie my sneaker laces.

"How are you guys getting on?"

"We're cool"

"Just cool?"

"Yeah, I love her I really do"

"But?"

"I'm not sure if this is what I want anymore"

"You realise she left another guy for you...on her wedding day"

"I know, I still love her"

"Just not enough to be with her?"

"Yeah"

"What are you gonna do?"

"I don't know, I'm going to have to tell her"

"You guys haven't even been together a full month, it's been a few weeks"

"40 you're making this worse"

"Whatever bro, lets just make music"

I couldn't believe I was saying this, I don't think I thought about any of this. I made her choose between someone that could've really taken care of her, and loved her, someone that would've probably died for her.

All I was doing was breaking her heart, making her think this was what she wanted then have it all come down on her.

Kimberley:

The interview went well...I think. They said they'd call me later on in the day. I met this girl called Tiffany that worked there, she gave me her number and we went to hang out.