Im going to be talking about a sensitive subject, so please be wary of that while reading. Much love.
How are you all doing? I hope you're well and happy, although i know that this is not the case for everyone, including myself. In the past few months, i have lost quite a few people to suicide, and a few to unexpected deaths, the most recent being today. It saddens me deeply everytime i hear of this happening, and with everything going on at home, its a sadness that is not needed, and in some ways can be avoided.
Please listen to me when i say that there is always a reason to chose life over suicide, and no matter how hard things get, no matter how dark your tunnel seems and how far away the light at the end of it looks, there are always things that are worth keeping you around. You as an individual, as a human being are worth so much to this world, you mean so much in life, to others.
Life will beat you down, life will throw things that seem impossible to overcome, its a part of life. Anyone who says life is easy is lying to themselves, and to you. But with that being said, i know for a fact that you will always be strong enough to overcome it.
You are alive You are breathing You have a beating heart And you have blood running through your veins.
No matter how hard life gets, no matter how much things feel out of control, there are things you can always do. You can chose to take another breath, you can chose to keep your heart beating, you can chose to stick around and stand up to your challenges.
Find something to hang onto, something to vent through, something that gives you an escape. Some people find religion, some people dive head first into their jobs, some people find hobbies that offer relief. Writing for wattpad, writing for all of you is definitely an escape for me, and i thank you for reading and pushing me to keep at it.
To be completely honest, a few weeks ago i was in a very dark place, and i got scarily close to ending it all, and now where i am, im glad i didnt. Things havent gotten any better for me, no, but i realized something. Personally, I'm athiest, so what i believe is that the universe was created by chance, meaning all life is created by chance.
With that realization, i came to the conclusion that my life is also by chance. A chance that was out of my power, but im sure as hell not going to let it go to waste. There was a chance i wouldnt of ever been born, and my mother would be out her eldest daughter, my friends out their crazy friend, my siblings out their oldest sister, wattpad out an author, even if im not all that great of one.
If you do believe in god, then you believe he placed you here for a reason, and that he has an intended path for you. If you believe in him, then you believe he makes no mistakes, meaning you are not a mistake. You were born to live, you are supposed to be alive.
There is no doubt in my mind that each and everyone of you will do great things in life. Accomplish your goals, meet the loves of your lives, find and keep happiness.
Please, take time out of your life to tell the people around you that you care, that you love them and that you couldnt imagine life without them. Let them know they're important, and that you believe in them and their dreams and hopes. Small reminders like that can make the world of a difference to someone, and if you do it to others they're bound to do it to you.
This world is so full of hate and sadness, and it never helps people who are already sad. If you are kind to another, if you show more compassion and love go eachother, the world will get brighter, people will slowly unify more, and there will be more love in the world than hate.
You will always matter to someone. You will always make a difference in this world.
Message me if you need to, message eachother. Take this fandom and make friends with these people who share your interests and be there for eachother. We are the change, and together as a human race we all can stand together and keep on living and existing.
And please, if youre considering suicide, remember that its never the answer, and that if you ever feel you dont have a friend, youre always welcome to message someone on here, including me, and ill help you to the best of my ability.
Even though i dont know a lot of you personally, i still need you around, and i love you, and i think you'll be happy soon and live an amazing life. I know youre strong enough to get through your turmoil and challenges, and i believe in you.
Much love everyone.
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