Colby's POV
Wednesday. Halfway through the school week. At school, I'm bad news. I try to hard. I try so hard to fit in. I don't like it, but if my friends are doing it, i will too. It's not the lifestyle I want but I have no other friends. In front of them I'm ' it ', I'm known as quite a 'bad', 'hard' lad there, but away from them I really am someone else. I have been thinking about leaving them and being alone, but I don't want to fully alone.
All my friends are not really important to me from all the hell they have put me through. I would rather be with family than friends. My mom and dad accepted my sexuality, that I was gay. Where as my friends wouldn't. I've saw them bully a bi sexual girl at our school. I would have liked to stop them but I was too late, they punched her and a teacher saw. The guy who done it got a two week exclusion.
I'm the type of guy that would fake in front of people, and away from them I change. I can be spiteful to a person, but then as soon as my friends turn I'll be so sweet and caring. I know it's bad, I don't want it and I promised myself I'll change and stay away from them. Plus, I need to focus on school more. I've been slipping down grades in some lessons and losing track. I focus to much on my YouTube channel and finding other places to explore rather than exams and assignments.
I don't really pay attention to girls, I've never dated one. I've gone out with four guys although one was only a young relationship when I was about nine so I wouldn't count that as one, because we didn't really know what one was then. So let's say I've dated three guys. One from five years ago called Mason. He cheated on me with a girl and a guy. Then there was Matthew, he lied to me and said he was facing to many problems when really he just didn't like me no more, which I would have been okay with. I mean, you can't help but fall in love, and you can't help falling out of it.
My last one was with a guy called Jacob about two years ago. We didn't really feel much connection so we stayed friends. He moved to Spain a month later on and we just became strangers to eachother.
My favourite things to do are to watch YouTube. Make YouTube videos, listen to music, watch TV and explore places. I'm also very good at drawing so I guess I do some of that just to pass the time.
Tonight will seem like a good night to explore, well... Not explore because I know the place like the back of my hand, I've been there so many times. The abandoned amusement park. I love it. If I go to the highest point on the highest waterslide there is an amazing veiw. It's only a 20 or 25 minuet drive. I'll go when the sun starts to set.
Xoxo
Hope you're enjoying this so far. Thank you so much for reading.
Until next time...
Byee ❤
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Waterslide- Solby ( Sam and Colby )
RandomA brunette, Colby, who is supposed to be one of the big bad boys at school, meets a shy, innocent, cute blonde boy called Samuel. But where? no other place could have been more romantic for them than at an abandoned amusement park.
