Summer Love

Chapter 45

*When I tell you, you should really play A Thousand Years by Christina Perri. I was listening to is while I wrote the end*

After dinner Ethan and I grabbed our shoes and made the five minute walk to my house. It was 5:45pm so my parents were probably outside having their first smoke of the night.

Ethan grabbed my hand and squeezed it. He knew I wasn't excited to come home after everything and that I really liked being at his house.

When we got to the driveway to my house we saw my parents just coming outside and onto the porch. My mother caught a glimpse of me and said something to my father that I could not quite get. He turned to see me and Ethan walking up the semi long driveway.

"Mr.Troisi I was wondering if Riley could come back to camp with me for the summer. She would be helping and would not have to pay. My mom said she would be fine driving Riley as well." Ethan explained to my dad when we got up the driveway.

"No she is not going with her boyfriend to camp. You are to old for her and she needs to be separated from you." He replied sternly.

"Dad do you not care about my mental health at all? Ethan is there for me when you and mom just never understand. He doesn't tell me I am over exaggerating. This is who I am and this who I want to be with. Ethan is the person for me and I don't care about his small age difference. He is only three years older than me. I am going and you are not going to stop me." I argue. I was sick of this. I have always wanted to go to camp for longer than a week and for me to be able to go with Ethan is just making things better.

"Let her go hun, it means we get the house to our selves. Wyatt doesn't come back until the week before school starts meaning we can do whatever we want." My mom whispers very loudly.

I grimace. "Your fucking disgusting mom. No body cares that you fuck him. No body cares at all. Would you and dad like it if I told you that last night Ethan and I fucked all night? I don't think you would. Dad hates the fact that I am dating him never mind committing myself to him like that. Shut up and keep it in your goddamn pants!" I yell.

My dad looks about ready to beat the living shit out of Ethan before I felt Ethan pull my arm to the side door into the house.

We ran up to my room and packed all my clothes. We packed a bed set so that way I wasn't going to be sleeping in an uncomfortable sleeping bed. We got everything else I might need and put them in a big plastic under the bed container that can fit all of my clothes in it. We put the rest of my stuff in a garbage bag and set on way home.

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I jumped onto the bed that Ethan and I share after getting back from the shit show that was my house. I knew I needed to get back up and shower but I was just content with lying here.

Ethan walked in and smiled at the scene.

"Riley what are you doing?" He said almost laughing.

"I am trying to find the motivation to get up and shower but I just am so done." I say.

"Well if you shower I can hook up Netflix and we can do a marathon of your favourite movies." He said convincingly. I look up.

"Breakfast Club, Pretty in Pink, and Sixteen Candles?" I ask happily.

He nods. I jump up and run to the door where Ethan is and jump in his arms. I wrap my legs around his waist bury my head in his neck biting it softly but enough for him to feel it. He moans telling me that he felt it and that he likes it. I bite a little bit harder so to leave a mark and then let go and kiss the area.

I bring my head up to face Ethan and smile. He looks at me with lust. He smashes his lips to mine bringing us to the bed to gain balance. His hands roam down to my thighs while mine goes to his hair messing it up. He bites on my bottom lip to ask for entrance and allow access because I don't want to stop right now.

We keep going for a few minutes when I start to get a little uncomfortable so I move a little while sitting on top of him. I guess I must have hit an area that is a little excited because he moans really hard at the back of his throat and breaks free from me. His breathing his heavy and he opens his eyes to look at me.

"No." He stammers. "No don't do that. If you do that I won't be able to stop and you said yourself that your asexual."

"I know. I didn't mean to. I was getting uncomfortable. I am asexual but it doesn't mean I will never have sex with you just please not yet." I reply. He nods and gently places me off of him. He starts to blush at his pants. The excitement in his pants was to much.

"Uh...you go to the bathroom and shower. I'll think of something awful to...uh.....fix this." He mutters. I laugh and nod making my way to the bathroom.

*Start the song now*

Once I finish showering I walk into Ethan's room and over to the dresser. I grab Ethan's oversize sweatshirt that says Quantum on the back. I put my wet hair in a wet bun and slip my glasses on. I grab my knee high socks and put them on. I look and the mirror.

Why does Ethan like you? Your thighs are huge and so are your boobs. You have so many stretch marks on your thighs. Maybe you should wear pants. Your stomach is so big its a surprise that you can actually fit in his shirt. Usually you have to wear really big men sizes. Your face looks fatter when you have your hair up. You should put it down. What part of you is beautiful?

Suddenly there was knock on the door.

"Ri you coming?" Ethan said. "Why are you crying?" He walked into the room while I looked back at myself in the mirror to see that I was in fact crying.

"Why do you like me? My thighs are huge my boobs are too. I have more stretch marks than anyone in the world. My stomach is huge. My looks fatter than normal when I have my hair up. What part of this body is beautiful to you?" I say through tears.

"Babe, I love you. I love your body and I love your hair however you put it up. I especially love it when you wear my clothing. You are the most beautiful girl in the world and if I need to tell you that all the time for you to understand that I will. I think you look beautiful in this outfit Riley and no matter what your mind says I want you to listen to what I say because I love and care about you." He explains. Ethan walks up behind me and wraps his arms around my waist from behind.

"I love you Riley. And part of that love is to tell you that you are the most beautiful girl in the world and I am the luckiest boy in the whole world to have you with me . To be able to kiss you, hug you, sit on the porch and watch you read Reaper Man, help you become vegetarian, watch your favourite movies with you and so much more. Please don't think you are anything but perfect and that I see you that way. Now come on I want to watch these movies and be able to snuggle with you while eating that gluten free popcorn that insisted we had to buy." He encourages me.

"I insisted because it tastes so much better than the regular stuff." I mutter with a small smile. His grip on my tightens on me as he smiles.

"Exactly, also my mom comes home at 2am from work so we gotta get these movies done before she comes home and raids the tv." He says.

"I love you Ethan, so much." I say as he drags me downstairs to the den.

"I love you too, Riley."