Gone

Chapter 4 - Memories

FLASHBACK:

- Sorry I didn't say nothing earlier my dear, but if I told you anything you could be at risk. And I couldn't jeopardize my family.

- So.. when where you thinking of telling me that?!?! Explain, please. Or you just hopefully waited someone assaulted me , while you where here?! - I was really nervous, before things could escalated and she responded, I stormed out trough the door and went to the increasedly dark, yet warm from the summer and without people beach.

-Maybe I should go with her, to make sure she is alright!

-No, Damien... She needs time to process all this information.Alone.

CURRENTLY:

I kept running until i felt sand beneath my feet. The beach was not that far. I undressed myself until I was just on my bikini ( Thank God I didn't take it when I went home earlier that afternoon) and I went straight to the ocean, where the waves were calm and soft. I dove in, and a chill went down my spine, while under the water I felt myself slowly drifting away from the shore,altought the waves didn't take me far as I'd like to. Subconsciously I was trying to drown my pain,my hurt, my loneliness. I swam to the beach again, and as soon as I got out off the water, a memory of Nick came back floading and unwanted.

MEMORY:

I was in the beach with him and I had been bitten by a crab and he was like " C'mon love it doesn't hurt that much." "Yeah it doesn't hurt you because it's not you,who has been bitten by this orange and with tweezers thing!" I laughed even though, I tried to look serious. Teasing him. "Let me see,baby." He grabbed my finger playfully and kissed where it was hurting, it was like almost instant a pain killer."So, does it still hurts?" I was instantly melted by the concern and tenderness with he did that simple, yet loving action "No, it doesn't doctor!" , I responded."You're such a baby" he teased me, "But you like it Nick! Ahaha"  We laughed it off the rest of that afternoon always teasing each other.