Gone

Chapter 15 - Time To Think Over

FLASHBACK:

-Leave. - I whispered- Leave!! - I said this time louder and bolder, but cracking at the end of the sentence.

He did what I told. I think.

I let myself drop to the white floor of my big bedroom and let the ocean of tears slip away. I looked to  the open door as he left and saw him looking to me before he really left. 

Neither at this time my mind was silent.  "We had a bad feeling. everytime you have a bad feelin you shouldn't ignore it!"

I threw my lamp at the door letting my anger come alive, but instead I cried even more.

CURRENTLY:

The sun had begun to rise and it was starting to illuminate the room,but it was still dark. I watched the trees and the sea gaining color once again,but I still could see the stars of the night shining. The whole scenery was tragically gorgeous. The sky was a light purple and rosy, the sea was exceptionally blue and stormy because of the previous storm.

I was numb, in a state I couldn't think,move or talk, because if I do one of those things I probably would break down and cry and I don't know if I could stop. I barely could even think. I passed at least  the last hours crying. All I could do without crying or feeling shitty, was numbly admire the beauty of nature.

DAMIEN'S POV:

I let my dark side take over. Why? I am feeling like I 'm loosing grip of myself, of my emotions. It's just  that upsets me so much when she talked about Nick. Nick's ambitions are geting too far " Are you really going to blame Nick? You were the one who scared the crap out of her."  My mind was surprising me with a discussion.

No,it is Nick's fault, because if he weren't so damn stupid he had aborted the mission,he knew he could have both. If it was me I'd choose her a thousand times over. In fact, did he really love Jade? Or was she just an hobby to him to pass the time?

"You know the answer to that question. The problem it's just that. You know you have a green card to be with her. He told you, it was okay, but in spite of that you are too afraid he comes back and steal our girl. We know that it seem's he doesn't really love her like you could, but you can love her."

I have to call Nick and tell him she knows he's alive.

BEEP...BEEP...BEEP.. 

For once in your dead life answer the damn phone Nick. I thought.

- Yes Damien? - He answered with a tired voice.

- Bad news, really bad news.

-What? Is everything okay? Is Jade okay?Why is your tone of voice so dark and unsual? - I heard him jumping out of bed and changing his tone of voice to worried.

-Sorta, well she saw us on the beach, the other dawn.She asked me about it.

-What did you said to her? What did you do?

- I freaked out and I was an asshole to her. - I was getting angry again, don't know why.

-Damien, what did you actually said to her?- he said worried probably about his plan.

- "He's dead, let him go. Do you think everyone is patient enough to put their life's on hold because of you?"

"Asshole"  My mind was kind enough to remind me.

-Bad move. Are you crazy? Couldn't you make a excuse instead of talking to her like that? How did she react?

- First of all, if you didn't have put me in this position, none of this would have happened. Second, I was caught by surprise and lost my temper. Last of all, she started crying and told me to go away.

-Oh.. - I could pratically feel him trying to control himself and keep calm - Shit! Damien! How could you do that to her? Why did you pass the night in her house?

-She was attacked and..

-Again? This is getting too far.

-Well, why do you keep to this plan?! You can be the best spy in Swansea, Wales, or you can be with her. Let me continue. When I was about to leave, she asked me to say. She's afraid of thunder storms. 

-Did it happened something between you and Jade?

- Almost.

An angry silence was created for a few minutes, making me smirk at the thought and the action.

-I know I for you to make her fall in love with you, but I 've changed my mind. She's mine.

-You know she's not your property and you're dead. Dead people don't come back to life. - I said in a dark and threatening tone of voice - I won't help you anymore.

-You know I can tell what really happened in Leeds to ....

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I want to thank my really good friend, SophieCG for helping me on gaining my inpiration back. She's an awsome writer, check her out. Her lastest work is called  TRIPLE HYBRID and it's about vampires and werewolves. Sort of based in the VAMPIRE DIARIES.

This few last chapters are a bit tense and dark, but it's also where the story will develop more.

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