Gone

Chapter 47 - Just A Little Bit Of Your Heart

FLASHBACK:

"It's funny because you are the one who said to her to let you go and you were the one who said to her you're were letting her go. Now, that she is finally doing that, you realize you fucked up and made a huge mistake."  A small rational part of my brain stated. "That could have been you right there. With her. But no. You wanted to "let her go" whatever that means."

My mind was right. I was the one who wanted to let her go. I fucked up a little.

It was really pissing me off the way they danced. At least I dance better than him. I convinced myself.

"Sure. What ever keeps you warm when you're laid in bed at night".

Looked around for a girl and went to the dancefloor. The whole time I was dancing with the girl, but I was glancing at Jade.

A slow song came on so everyone was hugged dancing to the slow. He was so close to him and I was getting so "nervous" I squeezed my pairs waist.

Jade looked at where we were all sitting and didn't saw anyone. She scanned the room and when her eyes met mine they became darker, she stopped smilling and looked at the ground.

CURRENTLY:

JADE'S POV:

I looked around the room to try and find out where my group was. I saw Nick dancing with some girl.

All of the old memories came back to my mind. How we used to be like that and I hurted it wasn't me standing there, it was her.

She was pretty.

My gaze fell to the ground, my mind stopped thinking straight for a few seconds.

Why is he looking at me?

That was when it made all sense to me (or maybe just a little).

I still held a little bit of Nick's heart. Although he had already forget me, he still cared. I wasn't his only, but at least I was one. 

Why didn't I say what I really felt when Nick decided to give up on me? On us?

Because words couldn't describe what I felt for him.

Maybe I was just being a fool all this time.

" A fool for him."

Just the thought of holding just a little bit of his heart, made me less... lonely.

Harry must have noticed something was wrong because he hugged me tighter.

- Hey, what's the matter beautiful? - he gently asked me genuinely worried, with his green eyes sparkling between the lights of the dancefloor.

- Just some memories came up in my mind. - I replied leaning my head on his chest.

Everyone could see Harry was a good lad. He wasn't one of those guys who just take a girl to their houses for a wild and fun night stand. He was the type of guy that will care for you as a friend,  and will keep you safe as a boyfriend. He is a good guy.

-You never explained why you were single. - he stated, a little out of the context.

- I'm too dangerous for anyone. - I chuckled, trying to shake it off, little did he know I was being serious - Joking. I'm not really special or interesting.

- You are interesting to me. - he smiled down at me and caressed my hair.

Suddenly I felt someone gripping my arm, I looked to see who it was and it was the scarred man.

No. Shit. This is just a hallucination. Go away!

- Sorry to interrupt but we have to go.

Fuck. It doesn't go away. Play along. Try to keep calm.

- I have to go bu- the man grabbed my arm even harder.

-Now. - he demanded.

Harry looked at me and saw how terrified I was, so he put me behind him to protect me.

- Who the fuck you think you are? - Harry asked to him, his facial expression becoming stressed and his arm next to me.

- Her boyfriend. 

Harry looked at me confused and I shook my head denying it.

- Looks like you're upsetting her, she will not go anywhere with you. You better go away. Enjoy your night. 

- What? And who are you? - Nick asked.

"It's Nick."

 - I'm Harry, her friend. Lets leave Jade. - he said to me holding my hand and leading me into the exit.

Before we go, I looked at Nick behind me. He was pissed off, and his hands curled up in a ball. He was standing there looking at me and Harry leave.

Completly angry. I got the thought that Nick would go after us and beat the shit out of him, but he didn't.

I am glad he didn't.

"Why are you feeling so guilty for leaving Nick behind?" My mind quiety asked after a  few minutes in complete shut down.

To be sincere, I still loved him. If he says he has missed me or he is not fine without me, I would come back for him in a blink of an eye and I hate that I'm so weak for him.

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As Harry and I enter in his house, I stood there, probably looking like a fool, looking at the crystal chandeliers and dark blue sculptured living room walls.

-What is it? Do you like it? - he said, I could sense a sly grin on his lips.

- It's beautiful Harry. - I replied quietly, looking at the curves and drawings of the walls.

-It's one of the things I love in this house. C'mon, sit with me on the couch. - Harry invited/forced me, taking my hand into his and leading me to the black and gold couch in the middle of his living room. - Can you tell me who was that lad bothering you at the bar? - he finally spoke after I sat down and got comfortable in the couch.

- We hm.. used to.. hm date. - I whispered glancing down to our intertwined hands.

-Why did you broke up?- He paused- Sorry, I shouldn't have asked that. I am truly sorry.

- It's fine. - I squeezed his hand a bit making him look at me again - I don't really mind. " You really mind, don't lie." We have gone through to many things, to stay together.

"Tell him the truth. Tell him how he «let you go» because you were losing yourself and you couldn't/ can't keep your shit together. Later on, tell him how you were a coward because you didn't fight for him either."

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