Gone

Chapter 36 - Carry You

Guys, I am sorry, I know you want to read the story and not this, but I have to warn you. This chapter is more heavier than the usuals. It may have triggering content.

I am not trying to glorify this kind of behavior.

Good reading!

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FLASHBACK:

 I could barely talk and I was still shaking.

- No, you are a hero. You saved yourself and Nick. - he told me raising my chin up, making me look at him - It's not your fault baby.

He put his hands on my ribs, trying to hug me, but I flinched in pain and he noticed. He pulled my shirt up to my ribs and looked at them.

I looked at them too.

They were a deep purple, red a bit blue. It looked bad.

- Who did this? - he asked me while anger quickly flashed in his eyes but disappear when they looked into mine.

- The girl.. - I whispered softly.

-Can I see if they are broken? It might hurt a little bit, but I need to see.

- Yes.

He carefully touched them, I tried to control myself but a whimper escaped my lips.

- I won't touch anymore,they aren't broken, they are just badly bruised. It's okay, you don't have to control yourself, cry all you want I'm here to hold you love.

CURRENTLY:

- Thank you - I whispered, leaning against his chest again and snuggle.

He put his arms around me carefully so he didn't hurt me again and hummed a song softly into my ear till I fell asleep.

 After some time I eventually fell asleep,but not totally, I could still feel and hear what was happening around me.

RAPHAEL'S POV:

I had to grab Dianna, her sister was too scared. Her face just dropped when she saw her. Jade seemed so broken. Sure, I had seen Jade cry previously, but this time was different. She was shaking uncontrollably and the look her eyes... they were just empty and wet, they didn't shined like they used to anymore.

She was full of blood, I assumed it wasn't hers. Nick was full of blood too. 

He had one arm protectively around her chest and his gun was pointing towards us, he dropped when he realized it was just us. Nick had his lip busted, a nasty cut on his forehead and some scratches on his arms.

Damien entered the room a few seconds after us. He stayed a little behind to check if there was someone else in the house.

He saw Jade and froze for a second. Then he walked quietly but quickly, towards Jade and Nick.

Jade facial expressions softened a little whe she saw him coming near her, she seemed so fucking broken. It hurted looking at her hurt.

She hesitated when he held out his hand to her. Nick said it was okay, that he wasn't going to hurt her. Once she grabbed his hand, Damien noticed she almost couldn't stand so he carried her to the car.

- Nick, are you okay? - Dianna quietly asked him.

- I'm fine, I just need a shower. - he said trying to get up but falling down.

- There - I said helping him get up - You are not fine at all.

-Thank you. - he responded while I helped him go to the car.

Dianna followed us.

We got in the car and we saw Jade passed out in Damien's arms. Nick started to freak out a bit whe he saw her fainted.

- What happened? Is she okay? - Nick nervously asked Damien.

-SHH.. Lower your voice. She is just asleep. - Damien quietly responded to him.

Dianna was quieter than usual. She did not look okay but I didn't want to ask in front of the rest of the group.

 The trip wasn't long. We got to her house fast.

- Me and Dianna are going to buy some medication and those kind of stuff for Jade and Nick. Can you two take care of Jade? - I quietly stated stopping in front of Jade's house.

-Yeah we can take care of her, but I doubt you can find a drugstore open at this hour of the night. - Nick said.

- True, but they are needed. - Dianna replied quietly no waken Jade.

Damien carried her out of ther car and Nick soon followed.

JADE'S POV:

I felt someone carrying me. I couldn't feel nothing. I was so numb, I felt like crap and so much sorrow but I could not even cry, the tears just wouldn't fall. I looked up and it was Damien who was carrying me. 

-Should we wake her up?  - Nick asked Damien while opening my front door. Damien glanced at me for a few seconds before answering Nick. I pretended to be asleep.

- No. Let her sleep.

- Okay. Do you need help carrying her upstairs to the bedroom? - Nick asked.

- I don't, I will carry her myself don't worry. 

Nick nodded him and sat down on the black leather couch and poured himself a scotch.

Damien took me to my room and laid me in my bed.

- I know you're awake, love. - He said quietly.

" There is no need to pretend you're asleep now.." My mind stated.

I opened my eyes and looked at him sat on my bed. 

- You have to go to sleep again, baby. - He said tucking me.

- Can I take a shower first? I can't bare being in this clothes anymore.

- Sure, I will be right outside the bathroom if you need me. - he said going and leaning against the wall next to the bathroom door, while I entered the room.

I turned on the lights,undressed myself slowly and got in the bathtub, then I turned on the water.

The water stung my sensitive ribs and the cuts on my face.

It was the only thing I could feel in the state of numbness I was in. I watched as the dirt and blood went down the drain.

Tears finally began to fall and I grabbed a scissors. I stared at it for a moment, thinking and gaining courage for what I was about to do.

I tried not to whimper while I was crying but one made it's way out of my lips.

- Is everything okay? - Damien asked.

I didn't answered and started dragging the sharp scissors on my wrist.

Damien a couple seconds later stormed in the bathroom and saw me sat down on the tub, crying and with my wrist bloody.

- Jade?! Jade! - he breathed out before getting some towels.

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