Creepy Red String Attached [ C O M P L E T E D ]

🔯 Chapter Thirty Two : Creepy Death

Jana's POV

Death changed everything in me.

Eversince I met death, I didn't expect that I'll be feeling alive with it. Ironic but it's true.

I had life after death.

I appreciated and experienced more about living after my death.

Back when I was alive, my life was under my parents' control. I can't decide on my own because my parents were there to decide for me.

They said, they're doing that because those things that they carefully choose was for my sake, for my future.

I was envied by almost of my classmates.

They said, I was prefect. I had the beauty, the name, the intelligence and the riches.

Bakit kaya yon ang basehan ng 'Perpekto' nila? Hindi ba nila naitatanong kung ganon rin ba ang tingin ko sa sarili ko?

It's true, I was provided by the things I needed and wanted whatever's the cost.

But then...It's not what I needed. I want to be free. I want to fly and see the clearer view of the world I'm living. But I was trapped inside a cage. I wished that one day, I could escape from here and meet the real world.

I'm alive but It feels like...I was not living.

My family, Javier family owned the top hospital in Montserrat. I was the only daughter of the two expert and successful surgeons. I studied in a prestigious all girls school since preschool.
May yaya sa bahay, may naghahatid sundo sa school at di kailanman naramdaman ang mahirap na angulo ng buhay.

I have my friends but those friends were well as expected, carefully choosen by my parents. Hindi daw dapat ako maimpluwensyahan ng mga taong hindi ko ka-lebel sa estado ng buhay.

At thirteen years old, I started to worry about my life. I suddenly became more scared that what if one day, I can't meet my parent's expectations?

What if I failed in school?

What if I can't go to a med school?

What if I failed to become the next best surgeon just like my parents?

I was the only hope, the future of our family! Ever since I was born, my responsibilities has become my birth mark.

And then...one day, I just woke up and realized that my life suddenly made its biggest twist.

My parents were killed.

Hinarangan ang kotse nilang pauwi sa bahay. Pinagbabaril sila at itinapon sa ilog.

Nakitang lumulutang ang mga katawan nila after they went missing for two to three days.

My parents were strict and perfectionist but still! They're my parents. I love them no matter what. And losing them was like losing everything I have.

Naging magulo ang buhay ko dahil hindi ko inasahan ang pagsidatingan ng mga kamaag-anak ko claiming the business that my grandparents and parent's worked for.

Pati ang pagiging legal guardian nila sakin ay pinag-aagawan nila.

I was Thirteen. For Pete's sake, thirteen! I still don't know what to do! I don't know who to trust!

But still, I end up chosing one of my relatives which I think could help me rise again after the tragedy that I've been through.

"Tapat ako sa pamilyang Javier. Gagawin ko hanggang kamatayan ang pangako kong protekhan ang nag-iisa nilang anak."--Sabi ng isang nakakatakot na matanda na lider ng tinatawag nilang 'Yakuza' na hindi ko maintindihan kung anong pangunahing ginagawa. Ilegal ba o hindi?