Life has changed dramatically. I ended the engagement. After six and a half years I was done. Done with feeling invisible. What I didn't know was that there was people standing in line to use and abuse me. People who didn't want the best for me, and if they had, they would have acted differently. They wouldn't have pursued me when I was taken. Wouldn't have pushed to pull me away. Wouldn't have used my weaknesses for their gain. But they did. And for some reason, mainly from being emotionally broken, I allowed it to happen. Until my life drastically changed. A man I had known for a year and a half told me the feelings I had for him were reciprocated the entire time. He was madly in love with me and I him. My heart soared to the highest heights when he said it. My lungs felt like they were going to explode with no air. I was complete. I was whole. I was more than enough. I have been in love with this man from the moment we first started talking. There was always something about him. Something that pulled me to him stronger than any magnet on the planet. I love him. He loves me.
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The Incomplete Ramblings of an Insomniac
NonfiksiBasically word vomit from my mind of my deepest thoughts and feelings I could only tell a complete stranger.
