Chapter 10

625 16 5
                                    

Harvey's POV
"Hey" she says with a weak smile and trying to hide the fact that she's been crying
"Can I tell you something?" I ask her
"Yeah. What is it?"
"I heard everything"
"Oh... you did?" She says still with some tears rolling down her cheeks
"Yeah. If you want me to be really honest, I feel like he's an idiot. You don't deserve that. You deserve way better. You're an amazing girl, Bex. I just want you to know that" I tell her giving her a hug
"You think that?"
"Of course! You deserve the world" I tell her holding her hand

This is probably the riskiest thing I've done in my entire life.

Bexley's POV
Geez. Literally what's going on right now???
I don't know how to feel about this. Harvey is... god, i literally don't know anymore. I don't know if it's because I'm losing hope and actually don't think Max likes me or if it's because maybe, just maybe, there's some feeling growing inside me.

We hold hands for about 5 seconds before I say
"Aw, thank you, Harvey, that's really nice of you" I giggle and then smile at him

*2 hours later*
I desperately need to tell someone everything that's been happening. I can't tell Hana, because she's kind of involved in all this. Liv would definitely not be able to keep it to herself and would tell Hana. My other friend, Ethan... maybe I could tell him. He doesn't really share much about his life so he wouldn't be really interested in spilling my secrets, so I think I could count on him to keep it.

Bex
Meet me at the coffee shop in 10?
I really need to talk to someone

Ethan
Ofc! See u there

*at the coffee shop*
"Hey" he says sitting in front of me
"Hi. Okay, look. What I'm about to tell you really needs to stay between us two only, okay? I don't want you to tell anybody, not even Hana and Liv" I warn him
"Sure, don't worry"
"Okay, so I-um, i like Max"
"Mills?"
"Yeah, what other Max do you know that I know?" I ask kind of confused
"True. Hold up, doesn't Hana like him as well?"
"That's right. And this is the thing, I like him, she likes him too and I honestly don't know who he likes cause I feel like maybe he could like me but at the same time I feel like he likes Hana, and you know how she is. Since I didn't want to start a fight I had to tell her that I liked Harvey even though that's not true. But then, Zach-" I say but then Ethan interrupts me
"The asshole?"
"Yup. So as I was saying, he kissed me and told me that he had broken up with his Sky because he likes me and blah blah blah. And then I went to cry under a tree and Harvey told me that he had seen everything and that I deserved the world and we held hands"
"So?" he asks
"What do you mean with that so? We held hands! And I don't know... I think I actually felt something" I say looking at the floor
"And why exactly is that bad?"
"It's not bad. It's just that I can't like two guys at the same time!" I exclaim
"Why not?"
"Because what if both liked me? What would I do then? I wouldn't be able to choose" I say worried
"Bex, I don't want to make you feel bad or anything but... how many guys have you liked that haven't liked you back? This might just be one of those times. Maybe neither of them likes you"

As much as that just hurt my feelings, I couldn't deny that he was most likely right. Maybe it's just one of those times in which I'll have to go with the flow and see what happens.
What's the worst thing that could happen anyways?

>>>
Hey. Go check out Eyes Meet on my other acc (imreallylonelyhelp ) It would mean the world to me :)

Right in front of me (max and harvey)Where stories live. Discover now