Cody Christian/Theo Raeken Imagines

"I just miss you..." Cody Christian

A/n: Hey my lovelies! I am officially back to writing this book! I had a bunch of important things going on and it caused me to take a break from writing this and all my others as well. No worried though! I'm not going anywhere. I hope you all don't hate me too much for being gone. I hope you missed reading these imagines as I missed writing them. Please enjoy this random imagine that I thought up at almost midnight because I can't sleep because there's a spider somewhere in my house. :)

*Y/N's P.O.V*

Dear Cody,

Hey. I hear that you have an audition coming up and I just wanted to wish you luck. I'm proud of you :)

My finger was hovering lightly over the send button and before I could overthink anything I wrote I hit it and placed my phone face down on my bed. It feels as if something isn't right with me lately. Cody and I haven't spoken in almost a month and it was killing me.

As I waited for my phone to go off I thought about what happened that night.

*Flashback*

It had been a long night at work and I was just closing up when my phone went off with a notification from twitter. I pulled out my phone after getting in my car and saw that it was from a fan of Cody.

'Y/N I love you and I love Cody but you need to see this.' I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion as to what she could mean as I clicked on the link that she had sent me. Upon opening the link I saw pictures of Cody hugging and kissing another girl. My blood immediately began to boil and I threw my phone into my bag and began driving home. \

Upon entering Cody and I's apartment, I saw him sitting on the couch with the T.V on, smiling down at his phone. "Hey babe." I said in a dull one. "Hey baby. What's wrong?" he asked, immediately knowing my mood was off.

Don't get me wrong, I love Cody with all my heart. I have never not trusted him around girls because he's an actor and has had to work with girls (kiss, hug, etc.) and he made it very clear that I needed to trust him and I promised that I would. So far there hadn't been any rumors about him cheating until tonight. I couldn't think of a good way to bring it up so I just spat it out.

"Are you happy with me?" I asked. Cody looked at me concerned, "What do you mean? Of course I am. Why would you think that I wasn't?" He questioned, putting his phone down (face down mind you) and giving me his full attention. I sighed and pulled out my phone, opening the link that was sent to me. I handed him my phone and tears began to fill my eyes.

That's when I noticed it. Cody's face had completely drained of all color. "Babe. I-I can explain this." he stammered putting my phone down. "How long?" I asked, not letting my tears fall for fear that he'd see that as a weakness and convince me that it was fake. "Y/N it-" "How long Cody?" I asked. He sighed and dropped his head. "Only a week. Maybe more." he confessed.

"What did I do wrong?" I asked. "I guess I just thought you were too good for me. I didn't know how to tell you so I was gonna ask someone for advice and I met her and things changed." he said. I let a tear escape and I quickly got up, wiping the tear away, and head to our shared room to pack my things.

"Where are you going?" Cody asked, following me. "Back home. I can't stay here if you don't love me anymore."I said, grabbing my duffle bag and beginning to pack my things. "So that's it? You're just gonna leave everything behind like that?" he said, stopping me from putting my clothes in my bag. "Cody you cheated. I don't know what else to say. I can't forgive you right now. You should have just came to me and told me that you weren't happy." Cody and I stared at each other and I was about to speak again when-

Suddenly in the middle of my flashback, my phone went off. I jumped a little due to shock and I took a deep breath before picking up my phone and looking at the screen. Cody's name appeard on my screen and I smiled. It was good to see his name pop up after so long and not hearing from him. As I unlocked my phone, I couldn't help but think about what he might have said. When I saw what he actually said, I smiled.

C: Thank you. If you're up for it, could I swing by in about an hour? I have to give you something.

Y/N: Yeah sure :)

I began to clean up and get dressed into decent clothes. As soon as I finished, I hear my door bell ring. I looked in the mirror, fixing my hair, and just as I finished there was a knock on my door. I opened the door and saw Cody there and our eyes immediately met. My heart was suddenly in my throat and I had a hard time speaking. "H-hey." I stuttered, stepping aside to let him in. "Hey Y/n" he smiled, walking in and upon me closing the door I turned around and was met by a strong chest. "Fuck sorry" I said, immediately hiding my face behind my hair and walking away.

"So, what did you wanna come by for?" I asked. "You left something at the apartment and I wanted to wait till you were ready to talk in person to give it to you." he said. As I sat on my couch, I couldn't help but wonder what I could've forgotten. Cody turned around and pulled out a small heart on a chain and suddenly I remembered it was gone.

Cody had given me a locket with a picture of him and I in it so that way I'd always have a piece of us with me. I sighed and took the locket from him. I smiled and opened the heart to see the picture, my favorite picture by the way, of me and him. I smiled while my mind brought me back to when this picture was taken and when he gave me the locket and suddenly I felt tears falling down my cheeks.

Cody looked at me concerned, "Are you okay?" He asked. I sniffled and quickly wiped my tears away, looking up at him. "Yeah-uh I'm fine." I said, sniffling more. "What's wrong? I know we haven't spoken in a while but you know that you can talk to me." He said, placing a warm hand over my cold ones, holding the locket still.

"I-It doesn't matter. You've moved on." I said. "Please tell me.." he begged, scooting a little closer to me. I sat in silence and felt more tears build up behind my eye lids. I opened them and averted my eyes to the curtains behind my sofa suddenly interested in their color and appearance. I sighed and looked at Cody, letting my tears fall.

"I just miss you..." I said. "..and it's killing me to think about you I get upset because I didn't want to leave but I had to because I am not gonna look like a moron for staying with someone that didn't love me." I cried, letting out all my feelings. "Y/N, I did love you. I still do. I always have. I was just stressed and worried about us at the moment and I made a big big mistake. If I was a real man I would've spoken to you about it and fixed it instead of cheating. When I found out you left that locket at my apartment, I was so happy. Not because you left it behind. I was happy because that meant that at some point I'd have to see you again." He said.

"Cody I wanna believe you, I do. But how can I know that you won't do this to me when you get stressed/worried again." I said, crying harder.

"Ba-Y/N, I promise you that if you decide to give me another chance I will always be there. You can come with me to all my sets and you can travel with me. That way you'll always be there and you'll always see me. I will be the boyfriend that you deserve. I swear." He begged, getting on his knees in front of me.

I looked at him and sighed, "Cody.."

"Please Y/N. Let me prove to you and that I can love you and treat you the way you deserve." He said again, taking my hands in his. "Okay, but I swear that if you hurt me or make me look stupid I will make your life a living hell." I said.

"Okay okay I promise." He said, scooping me up in his arms and lifting me into the air.

From that moment, I knew everything would be okay.